Magical mushrooms, Did they change me? For the better? Answer me

[aguythatlikessmoke]

I ate Magical Mushrooms last summer 2012 and I had them this year too. The first trips where spectacular some trips where difficult and anxiety provoking .
Their capacity to induce Joy, Euphoria, And nice visuals are spectacular. But their effect on Mood and on thinking patterns is it eternal?
ever since I ate them last year. I still have anxiety tension stress and problems but I look at everything differently things weigh me down less. I am more optimistic my wiring in my brain seems to have changed usually under the pressure I would fall but now I know I will triumph.
I feel joy and I was thinking it seems that Shrooms truly have that capacity to change you, You do not realize it is subtle but you are different more optimistic and positive. It is a different wiring , a new way of looking at the world things seem less exhausting but more enjoyable.

I truly think the government don't want us to know how to use Psychedelics, Ethnobotanicals and others. As their capacity to improve is significant.
One note I used small dosages 1-2.5 grams of Shrooms.


Does anybody ever reminiscence on their first mushroom trip and realize those feelings truly never dissipated?
After trying Mushrooms, Emotions seem so much more complex than they really are. Yet at the same time I seem to understand whats going on.
Who else felt like this?

 

[aguythatlikessmoke]

I find Mushrooms really energizing and Euphoric.
I want to trip again but I like to keep my mind clear a week before my trip.
I usually have good trips. I will trip again, I make a mindset before I trip and this lets me get a good trip I never take too high of a dosage. Small trips 1-2 grams can be enjoyable.

 

[SeenSoFar]

Really, the only person who can decide whether you have been changed or not, and if so, whether that change has been for the better or the worse, is you. Someone who is close to you in real life might be able to tell you if they've noticed a change in you or not, but your best source for this information is yourself.

That being said, from what you have described I believe you have made a positive change to your personality and outlook on life. Perhaps the experience gave you some insight into your problems or obstacles in life. I don't know, again this is something only you can be sure of. All I can say is that if you took something positive away from the experience and it has affected meaningful positive change in your life, then that's all that matters.