Aja909
Bluelighter
The crash was more than just "expected"
it was prone to my bickering and to my way of dealing with it
all I could do was count fours
count time
I was making music and sharing what I thought would put me on the map
I put myself on a American map as a German
not that I'm "stuck" here by any means
anymore or any less than anyone else
I was so caught up in trying to define my sound, my soul
and I passed on many a opportunities for insight as to how I may change
not the everyday norm but those that wanted it
I wanted to share and repeat
RINSE, RECYCLE and REPEAT
but uncertainty kept me at bay until
the need for self-gratification caught up
and explained to me that my inner consciousness was ready
it was ready
I right-clicked and saved-as
filtered some more frequencies of life
passed time with a cig as I waited
the moment had come
it was now or never
a floor filled with familiar faces
I pushed the button and closed my eyes
anticipation of the first note hitting the eardrums of the building's patrons
it almost killed me
-motorollerkid-
it was prone to my bickering and to my way of dealing with it
all I could do was count fours
count time
I was making music and sharing what I thought would put me on the map
I put myself on a American map as a German
not that I'm "stuck" here by any means
anymore or any less than anyone else
I was so caught up in trying to define my sound, my soul
and I passed on many a opportunities for insight as to how I may change
not the everyday norm but those that wanted it
I wanted to share and repeat
RINSE, RECYCLE and REPEAT
but uncertainty kept me at bay until
the need for self-gratification caught up
and explained to me that my inner consciousness was ready
it was ready
I right-clicked and saved-as
filtered some more frequencies of life
passed time with a cig as I waited
the moment had come
it was now or never
a floor filled with familiar faces
I pushed the button and closed my eyes
anticipation of the first note hitting the eardrums of the building's patrons
it almost killed me
-motorollerkid-
