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Hey my junkster brothas!!! I feel ya Cliffy I'm pretty much doin heroin "maintinence" myself cause it's not like I get high anymore and if I catch a nod it's few and far between...I'd have to have a great day of working both Red Robin and also go work with my other boss cause when I leave RR I usually have $30 in my pocket then go catch the bus down to my 2nd job where I get a $20 as soon as I get there; my boss knows all about my habit and also knows without it I'm totally useless, haha...so there's $50 in my hand so I walk down the street from there and see my man and cop 7 Lucky's, get back and immediately spoon 4 and pocket 3 for later...or 5 now and 2 later...depends on how good the Charms are...it goes up & down every few days idk why it should be consistent every time except when he re-ups...now it's Dunkin' Donuts again...think they're from the same source and atm they're ehhhh...as soon as I start to rinse my set I hear my stomach growling and I get the goosie bumps on my arms....but for all that it only gets me off "E"...no big rush or anything like that. Honestly I'm pretty tired of these Charms and Donuts; need to get a hold of something different. The only other options I have are a guy whom I haven't called in a while cause for one he whines if I call for anything under a bun and two I don't feel like waiting hours for him...last time I called him @ 2:30pm and didn't have the bags in my hands til about 5:15...of course I'm blowing up his phone to get the standard response: 10 min, 20 min, or omw, almost there...that kind of shit that pisses me the fuck off especially if I'm sick...another source is a few houses down from my house and he's the one who cops a chunk of rock and bags it himself...very small and the dope looks great; nice and tan or a bit brown but it's straight -up CRAP!!! I only deal with him cause if I'm hurtin in the middle of the night or around 5am I can text him havin no dough and he usually hooks me up...at the least get a bit well...and it's right there I just walk a couple of houses down and he leaves it in his mailbox. I recently got a hookup from my brother with this dude who also lives close by and delivers...has the "Fed Ex" bags which are also ehhhhh...I swear I either attract the mediocre dope or there's just not anything out there considered "fire"...ready to try and bank some dough and go on a couple of boxes (suboxone) and quit til there's something out there worth coppin....well there's my dope rant for today...comments? thoughts? Peace bros!!! RaZ
 
poloblue said:
Lmao seriously that's just too odd there has to be some kind of connection, but about the sub I don't want ppl to get discouraged n shit and everyone is diff & I've always felt like I'm super sensitive to w/d but for purpose of the truth w/ how it is for me , was on 8s for couple years lowered to 4 now 1/2mg & I'm str8 when I take the 1/2mg (and smoke) lol it's just when I tried to take 1/4mg or skip a day I was hitting up ppl for opes wasn't pukin or anything but was lil sweaty/chilly , deff felt my addict brain return after years of bein dormant. Was super discouraging to me lol that's y I don't even like sayin it I don't want ppl to b discouraged but at same time it could just be how I react to it, not how everyone else will or does but ya that's how it's been the passed month so went back to my 1/2mg to have some peace of mind ha
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The subs seem to work great for some people, some even get a buzz on them, I'm envious of those people lol. If ur getting by on a half mg then that's fucking awesome dude, u must be saving a ton of dough! The subs really fuck me up in the head so I try to only take them when there's no other option, they get me well physically but mentally they really fuck me up bad but it beats being sick I guess. I hope u can find a way to kick the subs for good bro, shit is fuckin tough man...
 
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Hey my junkster brothas!!! I feel ya Cliffy I'm pretty much doin heroin "maintinence" myself cause it's not like I get high anymore and if I catch a nod it's few and far between...I'd have to have a great day of working both Red Robin and also go work with my other boss cause when I leave RR I usually have $30 in my pocket then go catch the bus down to my 2nd job where I get a $20 as soon as I get there; my boss knows all about my habit and also knows without it I'm totally useless, haha...so there's $50 in my hand so I walk down the street from there and see my man and cop 7 Lucky's, get back and immediately spoon 4 and pocket 3 for later...or 5 now and 2 later...depends on how good the Charms are...it goes up & down every few days idk why it should be consistent every time except when he re-ups...now it's Dunkin' Donuts again...think they're from the same source and atm they're ehhhh...as soon as I start to rinse my set I hear my stomach growling and I get the goosie bumps on my arms....but for all that it only gets me off "E"...no big rush or anything like that. Honestly I'm pretty tired of these Charms and Donuts; need to get a hold of something different. The only other options I have are a guy whom I haven't called in a while cause for one he whines if I call for anything under a bun and two I don't feel like waiting hours for him...last time I called him @ 2:30pm and didn't have the bags in my hands til about 5:15...of course I'm blowing up his phone to get the standard response: 10 min, 20 min, or omw, almost there...that kind of shit that pisses me the fuck off especially if I'm sick...another source is a few houses down from my house and he's the one who cops a chunk of rock and bags it himself...very small and the dope looks great; nice and tan or a bit brown but it's straight -up CRAP!!! I only deal with him cause if I'm hurtin in the middle of the night or around 5am I can text him havin no dough and he usually hooks me up...at the least get a bit well...and it's right there I just walk a couple of houses down and he leaves it in his mailbox. I recently got a hookup from my brother with this dude who also lives close by and delivers...has the "Fed Ex" bags which are also ehhhhh...I swear I either attract the mediocre dope or there's just not anything out there considered "fire"...ready to try and bank some dough and go on a couple of boxes (suboxone) and quit til there's something out there worth coppin....well there's my dope rant for today...comments? thoughts? Peace bros!!! RaZ
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Shit raz I'm in the same boat as far as attracting shitty dope lol. Sometimes I wonder if it's just a tolerance issue but I'll do a couple bags a day for a few days when dough is low and then I'll get paid and do 2 buns and feel nothing. I notice that almost everytime that I cop on or around the 1st of the mth I get high as hell so I think the dealers are just putting good dope out there early in the mth to get all that Ssi money cause I'll cop the same bags on like the 7th of the month and it goes to shit. I really think these dudes are stepping on it way too much. I feel like a fuckin sucker for buying it but wtf ru gonna do, u know? lol. It's a tough life man but when the dope is right it's worth it, for me at least. Even though I'm not getting high I'm still getting relief from my mental and pain issues when I use so fuck it I guess it's worth it. I'm so envious of people that know they're gonna be high when they cop, that must be awesome lol. Damn shame cause we should all have it like that .
That really sucks that dudes give u hard time cause u can't cop big all the time man, that's really fucked up bro. I wish in had a connect or something to offer but I'm pretty much in the same boat as far as quality goes :( hopefully if we hang in there our fortunes will turn for the better. Well it's cold as fuck out here in Maine and I can't wait to get back home so I'm gonna do a couple bags and pop some Benadryl and pass out and do it all again tomorrow. I hope ur all doing good and not sick, I'll ttyguys later!
 
Cliffy78 said:
The subs seem to work great for some people, some even get a buzz on them, I'm envious of those people lol. If ur getting by on a half mg then that's fucking awesome dude, u must be saving a ton of dough! The subs really fuck me up in the head so I try to only take them when there's no other option, they get me well physically but mentally they really fuck me up bad but it beats being sick I guess. I hope u can find a way to kick the subs for good bro, shit is fuckin tough man...
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They worked great for a couple years I guess didn't really think bout dope and was so str8 just smoking like I always did b4 dope entered my life. Savin doe cuz I'm not currently buyin dope but not on subs cuz clinic....not to b nosey or w.e but what u mean mentally because I used to b fine mentally on them but deff not as fine as I was lol
 
poloblue said:
They worked great for a couple years I guess didn't really think bout dope and was so str8 just smoking like I always did b4 dope entered my life. Savin doe cuz I'm not currently buyin dope but not on subs cuz clinic....not to b nosey or w.e but what u mean mentally because I used to b fine mentally on them but deff not as fine as I was lol
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Well the mental side is probably a little different for me cause I'm schitzo and have a major depressive disorder but they make me extremely irritable and aggressive which is definitely the opposite of my normal personality. I'm just a meek and mild chill dude normally but the subs turn me back into how I was when I was much younger, like when I was 16-24. I also crave drugs like fucking crazy on them, normally I don't fiend like that I just get sick if I have to, no big deal, but on the subs it's like the world is gonna end if I don't find something to take. They make me a bit more paranoid than normal too but that's probably got a little to do with the mental issues but the subs just bring it out straight away where normally I can ignore the intrusive thoughts and shit. U wouldn't ever think I had any mental issues if uet me, but if I was on subs it would probably be easy to tell that I had issues. The dope really helps me out with these problems and make me a normal person, fuck it man, whatever it takes to make those thoughts and feelings go away I figure. How do the subs make u feel?
 
who wants to be friends with a drug addict ?! anyone ?! just moved to springfield. ...heroin addict. need some friends out here I don't know anyone ! be friends with me pleaseeee
 
Cliffy78 said:
Well the mental side is probably a little different for me cause I'm schitzo and have a major depressive disorder but they make me extremely irritable and aggressive which is definitely the opposite of my normal personality. I'm just a meek and mild chill dude normally but the subs turn me back into how I was when I was much younger, like when I was 16-24. I also crave drugs like fucking crazy on them, normally I don't fiend like that I just get sick if I have to, no big deal, but on the subs it's like the world is gonna end if I don't find something to take. They make me a bit more paranoid than normal too but that's probably got a little to do with the mental issues but the subs just bring it out straight away where normally I can ignore the intrusive thoughts and shit. U wouldn't ever think I had any mental issues if uet me, but if I was on subs it would probably be easy to tell that I had issues. The dope really helps me out with these problems and make me a normal person, fuck it man, whatever it takes to make those thoughts and feelings go away I figure. How do the subs make u feel?
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@ 2mg - 8mg they make me wayyy to complacent like to the point where I'm not advancing in life lol the dose I'm at now 1/2mg I don't really know yet , it was fuckin w/ me hardcore last month hitting ppl up for opiates I just had to I didn't know what to do my mind was so addicty, I think I've leveled off tho now & am somewhat used to the 1/2mg & I'm still complacent if I'm smoking but if I'm not then I'm pretty antsy n want to do something w/ my life haha that's y I just want completely off I just feel they're holding me back & if I'm on half a mg I might as well just get off but idk tried skippin a day or 1/4 mg n was not good news haha so idefk right now part of me feels like I'm biding my time till I either fuck up or suttin clicks in my head idk sucks ha appreciate the response tho nothing interests me more than this kind of shit since a little kid & since my life's been affected more by it than anything, hope to b addiction counselor some day if I can ever stop wanting to check out lol just wouldn't feel right to me if I was still smoking or fantasizing bout drugs lol


Ashleyrose yes ppl are on this thing haha but please tell me the letter F isn't what comes after rose...
 
Hi ashleyrose...Welcome to Bluelight!!! Where all us druggies from Mass-of-two-shits can yap about how good the last dope was or how sick as fuk you are and whatever else is goin on in your life...cool people here to talk to...BUT there's NO SOURCING Allowed which means you don't come on here and ask everyone how and who to connect with...if u need to you can PM (private message) any of us but you need to keep it chill...feel free to write about yourself and where you're from and whatever u like to chat about...you've seen my posts, and others. Stuff like that...Hope to read from ya soon...tc RaZ
 
hey hun thanks ! I just moved to springfield from salem to take car of my mom my dad died 2 years ago and that's when I started using. I don't know why I can't quit. I love this drug so fuckin much I hate it.
 
Oh boy, we sure can all relate to that hun...my friend/boss always asks me why I do the shit and I tell him "cause I love the shit and I don't want to stop!!"...would write more but just got a call to go work and that of course is my fix for the day so I'll w/b/l...RaZ
 
I deleted some polo but I have no idea what you mean.haha I lived in gardner before salem. but my middle name is Florence after rose that's why I thought you knew me
 
Ok haha sorry to creep u out her last name starts w/ F n it isn't flor. Pretty wild tho that's deff a pretty strange coincidence.
 
Where's my painters at? I might have some work coming up and my pops is looking for a guy or 2! Just send me ur contact info if u wanna work. Trying to help my peeps out here, it's not the greatest job in the world but it's full time work! Hmu if anyone's looking for work, I'm gonna need to know ur first name, age and phone number cause I'm not gonna be back in mass for awhile. I'm gonna pretend we are old friends to my pops, I can't tell him Idk u or that j met u on bluelight lol. If u don't wanna work hard then please don't bother, it's hard work, sometimes it's easy but a lot of times it's not. Lmk either way guys cause he needs someone in the next few weeks, maybe days I'm not positive but he just asked me if I knew anyone and I said I had some buddy's. Just no drug use on the job obviously. U can talk about weed and shit but don't say shit about dope(common sense lol). Ttyl guys, be safe out there!
 
Holy shit im fuckin roasted up here in Maine! I think I figured out a little trick to get a proper nod going, Benadryl 125-200mg!!! Then about 20minutes later do a few bags, have a cig .What's up guys my dude just called me and said he got some new shit and of course it's "fire" lol. We've all heard that one a million times lol. The bags are called "all stars". Just looking to see if anyone's tried these or heard of them. I gotta see him when I get back to mass so I just looking for some input. Thx guys! Bluelight is the shit!!! What an awesome resourse for us junksters lol...
 
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Used to eat boxes of bdryl when I'd have I.s.s @ school haha like 28 of those pink pills. Would knock me out whole day if I tried picking my head up like a normal person couldnt really see.

How is it hard work sometimes & not other times though? You talkin about dry wall? Or outside building painting? The only time id find painting jobs I would deem hard work is when holdin up those Xl pieces of dry wall to paint over, those fuckers, I'd get em in w/ help but they're just a bitch I ain't too "built" so rememberin it takin every oz energy I got...we kind of do everything tho my pops contractor & does w.e side work, gramps owns real estate so we'd put up the dry wall n paint over, only thing gave me trouble would b holding up dry wall all day , if it's standard painting gig tho taping, furniture moving that kind of shit I'm good at & move quick atleast according to fam members lol I wouldn't consider myself slow I do move fairly quick, interested though so deff lmk what it entails
 
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Well what I'm doing right now is gravy work, all new construction so it's nice and clean. Yeah the drywall is a bitch, we have to hang that shit a lot and it's pain in the ass. But I mean it does get rough like tommorow we gotta load and unload 220 5 gal buckets of paint and carry them up 4 flights if stairs, not fucking fun, lmao! I'm a little guy and I'm not in good health so usually that kinda shit will go to some of the other guys we got but right now were short so my bro and I are gonna have to do it. That's about 2-3 hrs of lifting those fuckers :( my bro is 6'4 300lbs and it's rough on him so it's definitely not me. There's also the high work which a lot of people are afraid to do and it does a number on ur legs big time, fuckin gravity sucks lol. A lot of sanding by hand which if u paint then u know that sanding is one of the worst parts of painting. There's just a lot of shit that's hard work, it's not for the lazy that's for sure. It's mentally taxing as well with deadlines and dealing with rude people tactfully. It gets rough At times. Well my sprayer broke this morning so I decided to just take the day off and chill in the hotel room and get nodded the fuck out while I watch the pats game so I'll ttyl bro
Didn't read the end of ur post, nodded out sry lol. Yeah it's the same with my pops, we do everything. Last year we had to add a level on to an existing house and that was huge pain in the ass! I don't like all the construction and carpentry, my muscles have atrophied thanks to the pancreatitis so I try to just stick to the painting gigs, when there's no other work and I'm desperate I'll do some carpentry and shit but I try not to cause it's just too much for me to handle but I tough it out if I got to. We do masonry sometimes too and those fucking bags of cement and bricks and shit are no fucking joke! And then sometimes it's gravy work like here sand, prime and paint, cake work :) but driving 6hrs each way twice a week will take it outta u in it's own way jtoo. Time to get ready for the game later bro!
 
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Haha good shit bro pats better win or I'm fucked in my pool, I'm like 5"8-5"9 140-160 haven't weighed myself since I got clean tho basically, deff on the smaller side...believe it or not actually don't mind sanding so much....the buckets sound like a bitch but could realistically probably deal if the whole day isn't just bringing buckets up stairs lol wouldn't bother me as much as holdin up dry wall all day, If it's a cple or few pieces I'm cool but all day & im miserable n weak as fuck after haha not to mention feel like a lil bitch when my arms r shakin in the air, I don't think heights an issue tho as long as I'm not in immediate danger lol I did get mad anxiety on a lift couple yrs ago but was my first time bein real high up since roller coasters as a kid . & Was like 5 stories prob . Still got job done albeit significantly slower than usual....went up on roof tho last month to clean gutters n then ladder up to higher roof & was straight after the first couple min so idk, i deff have anxiety generally but last month has me thinkin my height anxietys gotten better, atleast I hope.

Enjoy your day bud,
Go pats!!
 
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