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MassHole617 said:
I see. Cool. So what do you mean by festivals ? Like the hemp fest type things ? So yeah i just picked up a G all it does is get me off E and lets me go to work not sick gettin tired of this shit same routine my whole paycheck goes to dope wish i can get on subs i dunno. Thats all. Be safe peeps.
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why cant you get on subs? just got on subs 3 weeks ago and been clean almost instantly. these things do so much more for me than methadone or anything else does; I actually can stay "clean" on these. I take 16MG and it works; I can get by w/ 8MG but 16MG makes me feel better and never any urge to use, so why not do the full MG that is scripted.
 
I dunno man just hear its kinda hard to get on them from a Doc. Gotta go thru all this shit just not sure how to go about it i buy them off the street and they work real good for me i can do them and be fine but its just the mental part of doing n thinking about dope that gets me. But yeah im not tryna be all strung out this summer. Its weird i dont hang with no one that does dope i roll solo try to keep it on the low still maintain my job dunno how. Gotta figure shit out soon.
 
MassHole617 said:
I dunno man just hear its kinda hard to get on them from a Doc. Gotta go thru all this shit just not sure how to go about it i buy them off the street and they work real good for me i can do them and be fine but its just the mental part of doing n thinking about dope that gets me. But yeah im not tryna be all strung out this summer. Its weird i dont hang with no one that does dope i roll solo try to keep it on the low still maintain my job dunno how. Gotta figure shit out soon.
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I've been on subs for a month now; working great. only used ONCE so far.

subs saved my life many times and I am coming off a 2-3 HARD RUN doing 1-2 grams a day. I really was sick w/ myself and wanted to drop, man. I was shooting fentyal daily and was barely getting the rush I once got; then I'd go w/ dope and get nothing. back to fent and get shit, etc. starting to get sick toward the end of my run and had enough; called a fucking MILLION Dr's just to try and get someone/something. I ended up finding this guy in Peabody and he's not bad; scripted me 16MG/day and I gotta see him monthly as long as I piss clean (its not piss its saliva testing).

not allowed all these Dr's want MONEY cuz this drug game is a MONEY GAME, if you end up finding a Dr. that takes insurance you have to go to 3 classes a week (or meetings) and then see a Psych, etc. I did that before about 4 years ago and it worked for 9 months but I ended up slipping then going on this nasty run. how I am alive I dont even know but damn, its good to see my arms come back to somewhat "normal", ya know!? been a month since I shot them up.

literally, every night I am just praying for myself that I stay away from the shit. I dont go to meetings or shit; I am on probation for a DUI so I have a class talking about addiction weekly but thats IT!
 
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bostonbrowntown, damn dude. that seems like alot of money, but hey, if its working its working. ive been teetering on the fence about wanting to go and get myself on subs, cause finding them on the street is getting to be like looking for gold.

problem is, one of the ladies i work with is the manager of the clinic here. soo its like, do i out myself? or do i just hope that my connect never wants to hop off.

but props to you for doing it, actually this whole thing of 'getting clean' sorta scares me.
 
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bostonbrowntown, damn dude. that seems like alot of money, but hey, if its working its working. ive been teetering on the fence about wanting to go and get myself on subs, cause finding them on the street is getting to be like looking for gold.

problem is, one of the ladies i work with is the manager of the clinic here. soo its like, do i out myself? or do i just hope that my connect never wants to hop off.

but props to you for doing it, actually this whole thing of 'getting clean' sorta scares me.
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dude, its not allowed not that bad. think of how much you spent on dope. I know I was spending not allowed a day easily, so not allowed a month for a month supply is well worth it on my eyes.

clean on these subs is easy, man. just head to a Dr. and get the script and once you start you'll be fine. what also helped me is I needed to go away for 2 weeks because of my 2nd DUI and it was a 2 week in-house program, so that helped me start off my sobriety by getting scripted subs right before I went in so I would be able to do the 2 weeks. the day I got out I used, but was miserable, and have not used since and its been a month or so.
 
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i know, i know. it definitely wpuld save me so so much money. but i guess im scared. ive never really been one to ever admit to having issues with substances, hell ive been going pretty hard ever since i first was introduced to the scene; but dope, shes something different entirely. its been months since ive seen extra money. like i said, im scared, and i dont think im done with this run yet. i do remember a time before the dope when i was satisfied just with doing the subs, eventually ill get back on the right track. your words sorta resonated with me though bostonbrowntown, maybe ill look into the sub program here, cause 140 a month is infinitly better than what im spending on dope.

damn, just met you guys and i feel like im spillin' secrets like i trust you or something. hahah. kiddding. although it is nice to talk to people who have the same level of understanding.
 
just left my sub Dr. and spent 140 but got 90 pills, so its worth it. ha. now gotta go pay $15 for the script, and take home my beautiful 90 pills from there.

even not allowed its well worth it. not sure how much dope you use but I shot 1-2G's a day so I was between 1-200 bucks a day. never fun living the life I lived. I've only been clean a month but it truly feels like forever and I feel I am DONE for now but who knows; I've said it before, I am sure we all have, but I am 32, man.. been using since 18, so its been quite the ride.
 
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yeah dude, I mean its almost like we're one in the same. there's been a long stretch of using 1-2 buns a day, so its like close to what your spending, maybe a little less. it just sucks, cause to me it's a scary thing being clean. but i'm actually surprised you're getting the pills; what are they? the orange stop signs or those weird crumbly white ones? its been a long while since I've seen those, the stop signs I mean. they were the things that catapulted me into the wonderful world of opiates. hahaha, the irony there kills me when I think about it. but damn, that is quite the ride; I've been four-ish years in, and its already been a rollercoaster. I couldn't imagine 10+ years.

but honestly, I've never had someone tell me straight like you have, and its weird to say but its really got me thinking about tryna figure something out besides this shitty dope. i'd have to find a doctor outside of where I am cause like I said the manager of the clinic here is one of the ladies I work with, and i'm not ready to out myself like that.

are you clean from everything? like I dunno if you use other substances, but I just can't imagine what life would be like without something to fall back on; I go to festivals every summer, and I couldn't imagine not indulging. maybe that's when my childish side shows. but, hey, whatever? I still got time. I hope atleast.
 
I actually like methadone a lot better than subs ... I use them really effectively for so called "spin dry" cycles haha ... But seriously lots of times I have had big habits an get like 40 10mg Dones for NOT ALLOWED an be able to ween myself down to a couple a day to than taking only 1 a day I usually always end up getting back on the d train haha but for me methadone is a miracle drug I always make sure TO have some laying around. Also I'm lucky I know some kid who's mom died of cancer an has so many stock piled up an im the only 1 he knows who buys them ... I personally hate waiting the 24/36 hour thing Subs I have gotten sick waiting like 28 hours before. When I kno I won't be able to score right away in the AM I take a couple dones an it holds
Me perfect ... Anyways I been getting the same old fire white shit fuckin love it 1 bag still gives me a great rush ....
 
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ive tried methadone, never really hit the spot for me. my dude offered me some of the methadone biscuits when he was waiting on his dope cause there was NOTHING around. made me feel pretty alright, but it couldve been placebo? i dunno. the only thing i liked with the done is that at low doses you could use the same day. i dunno, it could just be me.

if i were to get on a program i think id have to go with the sub, just because it works for the back pain, and other wd symptoms. i just hate the waiting the 24-32 hours for dope, but i dunno. i dont even know if im ready to take the leap to get clean. damn, being an adult is tough.

anyways, lookin' to pick some bags up today. you guys seen the at&t stamp yet? seems all ive been getting here. a couple weeks ago i had these unstamped, open wax bags that had some of the best dope ive seen in a minute. shit was sooo clean, had me right real quick.
 
ive seen a half g once, i thought it was sketch just cause the kid was basically like "here, take this, try it and tell me how you like the dope." was really weird, but super right. he never said another word about it though, even after we picked up our dope the next day. that was, about a year ago, and ever since never saw another bag of weighed loose dope.

also, i sorta find it strange that the stamps dont reach all the way out to boston. i wonder where it makes the switch from stamps to loose.
 
Sup kiid. So anyone notice that the dope around Boston area is gettin more weaker. ? not much better then it has been? I dunno just seems tht way to me maybe i need to go way out in mass to try these stamps yous speak of i never came across any at all around my way would love to just once get some killer shit no pun intended. Same old shit tho just waitin till friday for my paycheck gettin paid every 2 weeks suuucks kid. Whateva thats it for me. Be safe out there everybody.
 
luckily I've been clean for the past month, so cant answer that question. the last times I've used it was like 80/20 fent/dope. I would go see my sub/bupe Dr. and he'd tell me my drug tests are coming back HEAVY FENTANYL and to be careful; I told him straight up its WHY I am buying the dope form the dude I am cuz I was paying a big more for a gram (hate we cant talk pricing on here).

anyway, toward the end, right before I had to leave for a 2 week program for my 2ND DUI (this program may have saved my life and is why I started to get sober; well, HAD TO GET SOBER - sober to me is suboxone) I got 3G's of dope and shot through those MOFO's like a madman that night; shocked I didnt OD; then again, I nod off and wake up 6 hours later, so if anyone were to be around, they may have called an ambulance. in a way, I am LUCKY that I live alone but at the same time its very dangerous.

when I lived w/ my GF (now EX GF) she called the ambulance on me 3 times for different OD's. since I've lived alone, no one was EVER CALLED even tho I prob still OD'd. there have been times I shot and woke up 12-14hrs later.
 
damn, thats crazy. a 80/20 fent mix, im beginning to think you're invincible.

i dont think i can say ive ever really od'd, ive blasted off only to wake up like five hours later, neck all crunched up, and drool on my shirt, all my shit laid out. my SO uses too and i know theres been a couple times where ive gotten a lil sketched out. one time i can clearly remember is we got a quarter of quality ket, been doin' it all weekend and was fuckin' around with pills (back when you could find og opanas around here) at the time, well we get home, and i walk in the bedroom, BAM, face first onto the bed, totally unresponsive, eyes rolled back. i remember sitting on top of hin slappin' his face yelling his name. dude had enough audacity to just be like, "whaat, whats wrong?" like five minutes later. i was a wreck, i yelled "do you even realize what you just did?!" fucker. years later he still doesnt know how he got into the bedroom. hah.
 
dude, that why the Sub Dr. tells me. lets not go by what w/ he says. its based on how its in my blood, so that doesnt mean its 80% Fent, it just means the dope is more fent than dope. hows its showing in my blood, not in the mix itself.

I've done the same thing to my dad when much younger; I was doing GHB and I'd OD. I'd be on my bed completely out and he would shake me and I would wake up and be like, "what!? stop shaking me. damn, stop it". as if it was a problem. then he'd leave the room and I would be like "WOW, WHAT THE FUCK!?"
 
crazy as fuck, still about that fent percentage, especially if thats whats showing in your blood. i dunno how that shit works but id imagine its pretty accurate to what it is outside of your blood?

also, yum ghb. but naughty! you were probably giving your old man a million grey hairs.

but on the real that shit is scary, i dont care how far gone you are, or how good it feels im wakin' your ass up if i think its od worthy. this is contradictory to me, cause i get hella mad when im nudged awake and im on the nod. shit makes me cranky, unless ya waking me up and have like candy or something. dope brings out the fat girl in me. hahahah.
 
I am 32yrs old, man. that GHB OD happened when I was 18/19 and doing "club" drugs still. no OD is something I want or something I am looking to do, trust me, man. I feel TERRIBLE for my family, loves ones, etc.
 
nah, man, I didn't mean it like that. <3 I hope I didn't offend ya.
I think most of us actually feel shitty for most of the shit we're putting our parents, or what ever through.
there is that guilt of "damn, I really shouldn't be doing this right now"


but to get this thread right;
gonna finally get right aftaa a long ass day and get outside to do some mothafuckin' hoop flow.
get to piss my neighbors off with some loud bass music. time to get hella fancy.
 
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