Sounds like your in a pretty bad place right now. Try to stay positive, I know it can be hard. I think you should avoid experimenting with new substances until you get things a little more sorted out. I have no experience with opiods, but plenty with addiction. I'm sure they'd dull the pain but at a cost you can't afford (literally and metaphoricly).
Psychedelic drugs I beleive can show you a lot about yourself, your consciousness, your perceptions, all kinds of things. But in order to get the most out of this you really need to be in a "good place" psychologicaly to begin with.
May I ask, are you on a path of self destruction? You mention suicide, you've "considered opiod addiction.", and your considering using LSD? Seriously, just don't do anything rash.
Psychedelic drugs I beleive can show you a lot about yourself, your consciousness, your perceptions, all kinds of things. But in order to get the most out of this you really need to be in a "good place" psychologicaly to begin with.
May I ask, are you on a path of self destruction? You mention suicide, you've "considered opiod addiction.", and your considering using LSD? Seriously, just don't do anything rash.

We are glad that you have so quickly found your way into Psychedelic Drugs as it is just like one big family. Your use of psychedelics until not sounds wonderful. I am truly happy that you have had experiences on shrooms that make you believe that you have found your "true self."