perfect timing though, whichever bluelighter thread I read that suggested timing it so the peak waves came at dawn was spot on, nature bursting into life has totally stabilised it, i think thats it, just have to start putting the real meat of the missing 30 minutes into something coherent you can understand, but im definately on the way down, no way i could type if a wave like that missing 30 minute space one came again, but i know peaks, and that was it, not i get to sit and watch pretty patters in 5the garden till the sun gets too bright and i curl up in a nice warm bed and slepp for 14 hours
now i ask you, compared to some holigan who has gone out drank 30 beers, punched his girlfriend in the face and smashed his car into a ditch in a drunken rage, what damage has my experience this evening caused to anyone, me society, anyone, nothing, so why can the fuckwit shit hurling neanderthal still get to go out with the governments blessing and behave like a subprimate and i am not supposed to do this for recreation and personal growth and exploration, why ???
lol
we all know why, because beer cost money which gets taxed which pays for the establishment to keep on masturbating an a fetid pool of unwashed stolen pleasure that the plebs are denied, unworthty of, and because the window to the universe comes out of a cows bum, and its only idiots like us who slip under the radar of culture and its beady criticising dying eyes and get down in the dung, where they would not deem fit to go, but its down in the shit that you meet the most interesting and genuine characters, beings, essences, whatever you wanna call them, and the mushrooms world, down amoung the dung, is a pretty funky and groovy place, and I'm honoured to have been a guest at one of its parties.
trip report finished.....
thanks everyone, i will fill in the blanks later, i do feel somewhat tired, i'm sure you understand, still at a +++ descending to ++ but i know thats it
good night all
happy tripping