Hey. So, I'm stoned, had way above average kava already by early afternoon....midday in fact, but I love it when my vision straightens again lol to Singular!
And I snap round, to squeeze another couple rounds kava in, feeling okay.
Mood stabilisation! Anxiolysis. Needs to last for me, not drop off.
Except. I am actually cutting down, on benzos,
About 18 mg's Etizolam today.
For 5 weeks recent, was about 25 mgs daily.
Still, 18 equivs over 200 mg Diazepam.
I took 10 mg's hour ago.
It's (shamefully I know) my favorite dose.
Because it just puts me into, keeps me in a very easy nerve (damage) cushioned state!
Plus, kava + benzos 2 way strong potentiation, synergy.
Eg, after the 10 mg dose, last strong kava shot 10 mins ago, is an amplifier, and over twice it's normal self.
This relationship, is my addiction.
Weed, since ever. Good good stuff, if clean I say.
Anyway.
@Just a little pinprick you asked good questions I want to answer, made good points too.
Thank you for your direct, modest talk on this and sharing too.
1) i don't believe much, nor fear brain frying, with LSD.
I never lost anything to it, personality, communication ability espec most natural easy speech, talk, in company.
So many times, I became like a free deer in a forest.
DFNM wiped. Melancholy, like 1st day at school.
No rules or dictation!! No social anxiety.
And, everything needed, comes back, mkre refined, sharper...so far.
2) (lol, Quotes were difficult atm wel mellow sorry)
Permanent changes to myself. Well yes. And this was purely proactive too.
Change, as in movement- development/growth, I sought.
Personality wise, easy to know, talk to, talk myself, or not, never any ptessure there, sense of humour, how I "seem", no tiny evident Demise.
Not like Barrett! I know lots about all that.
I think possibly, he was secretly an MK ULTRA victim.
If true, we need no other explanation.
I would love to know though, HOW much LSD he actually took, 67-late 68,,9?
I know I have surely taken a half gram, but over 26 yrs nearly now.
If he fook say, even 100 mg's in one year, phew I'd not attempt it. Well I may, but I am rarely robust in my psyche and self.
3) Freezer, store, degrade!
No, I try to allay this IMO myth too.
Never noticed a degradation, loss of potency.
But I have never once actually frozen LSD tabs I have kept them in the refrigerator and out of the refrigerator for literally 9 months of the year at times because we barely go above 24 degrees room temperature here in the United Kingdom.
But I made sure to to wrap every tab and sheet squeezing air out first in a piece of foil then cling film wrapped around with desiccant wrapped into that and air squeezed out and then into small sealable bags with more desiccant in.
Then, in 20's, whole 250's, etc, into a 500 ml kilner jar sealed.
Now I have had some of these jars outside of the refrigerator all about the house for very long periods and I still am to notice any potency degradation but then we do not live in a very hot climate which is a factor.
Storing shrooms! I don't know.
Others will! Ask around, you'll get great answers no question.