2 much LSD for the common man (me)
It was a October night and this was in my LSD crazed days (glad they are over), we have been dropping LSD every weekend, small amounts maybe 1-2 tabs a weekend just enough to flip as bit but not over the wall crossing into insanity....Well we met up with this girl and she had some 'donald ducks' and we thought for the first time we should go beyond the normal tripping capacity and fall into some distant society where nothing is at it seems, we accomplished this mission with ease and alot of fear (on my behalf)....
7pm we each take 3 hits and let it kick in, about a hour later we're thinking these are garbage and will sustain a mediocre high, we were so wrong on this one...
8pm we each take 3 more hits and while Im feeling the first 3 I stupidly thought 3 more would just double where I was at prior but dam I was wrong, twisted in this world of problems and socitey masses filled my head with nothing but horrors or what if's and where I have gone wrong in my life....a minfdfuck I can handle, a life altering state of paranoia I cannot....
9:30pm I was bugged out and in a true state of panic, I let my friend(s) know ''things are backwards man'' he says lets go for a walk and calm down..I agreed..we went by some train tracks and heard a train coming, this to me was the countdown of the end of the world ''THE TRAIN IS FUCKING COMING DUDE, TAKE COVER!'' I said as I bolt through the treeline trying to find a whole back into society, everything turned blue and yellow, the tree's the grass, still THE TRAIN IS NEAR GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY DUDE!!!'' I'm bolting through the smalltreeline which seems like it's a mile long then I see it, I see a tree by itself with one gold leaf and I start to stare at it, trying to shake the visual insanity out of my head, it gets golder and golder to the point it's like the holy grail and I discovered this gem by chance, ''why hanvt they told me, we have gold leaves'' I thought to myself, I see my freind making his way out, ''THE TRAIN IS COMING CLOSER HOLD ON BRO'' I said cause I knew in my heart he was just as fucked as me but trying to comfort me by saying everything is fine, I notice he's looking over his back and show him the gold leave on the tree, he touches it and smiles, then I knew we had a secret for life, ''Should we keep this artifact'' I say, my friend says no..They are all gold tonight, so I start looking for more gold leaves, paranoid, scared ''THERE ISN'T ANYMORE YOU HEATHEN'' he got me out of the woods, I held on to that branch if it was my lifes work and planned on taking it to the museum in the morning, I wanted the world to know that gold leaves are not a reflection they were a eay of life to me....
10PM, Im in a basement playing tennis on NES and realise that the game is just a distraction for the people upstairs, they wanted us to be distracted but I was too smart and ketp watch armed with a keychain and a roll of quarters, 'DO YOU HEAR THAT?' they are making there way into the compound....then the scarey shit begins.....
''sounds of thunder crash,,, ''Riders on the storm'' plays in the background but can't find where it being deployed from, is it in the air or in my head?I say out loud, nobody can hear me, am I talking? am I ever here? I find a television and ''The Doors'' in playing so I thought ok I can calm myself and hopefully the people upstairs wont need to feel harmed by us......
I watch the movie, or act like it..I can't see 2 feet in front of my and everything on the screen in a complete messy blur and words are going into slow motion ''thooooseee arreeee sommmeee grreeaatt fuuucckkiinngg lyyyiiiccsss mannnn'' I stop what I'm doing, ask my friend what movie we're watching, he said ''we're not watching a movie but if you're freaked out now just wait in 3 minutes things are going to get heavy, I thought ''HOLY FUCK, END THIS MANDESS, I'M A GOOD PERSON I DONT DO BAD THINGS, WHY CAN i SEE THE MOVIE AND YOU CAN'T?'' i see him get up and go to a record player, now im thinking that hes decoding some sort of eveil purple rain playback message, we're diggin deeper and the people upstairs will know we uncovered this hidden plan.....
I get up, sweating, shaking, thinking ''IM FUCKING TRIPPING AND THE WORLD IS OK, BUT I'M NOT'' I head to a small room and have some tylenol on me and for some reason I thought if I took 4 this would all go away, no more scarey mindfucked bullhit, its a easy fix just help me find a cup I say to the non-exsisting person in the room....One of my friends come in and see's my searching for a glass and I know he can't even comprehend where we are but he held back his fears anjd assured me life was ok and everything outside of the basement was normal, precieve relaity he said.. I said ''REALITY? FUCK THAT, RELAITY IS IM WATCHING A MOVIE THAT'S NOT PLAYING AND KEVIN IS ABOUT TO MAKE THINGS HEAVY WITH A RECORD PLAYER'' I WANT OUT!!!...
I find some old jar and have 4 tylenol in hand, I now realise my friend was just trying to help me and he was trying to act normal for my sake but it took the life out of him, he told me even though I filled the glass with water it was paint thinner coming out of the faucet, I thought ''NO FUCKNIG WAY, THIS IS WATER MAN'' he told me to smell the jar and I smell what I thought was paint thinner and poured it out, he didnt want anything to happen to me, I respect that and thanked him later when I was normal...
BACK TO MADNESS
I am sitting in a chair watching everything around me, the clock hasnt moved all night, why did I take so much? I stand up and see why some cross the line and others live on the line.....
I get up and light up a smoke, or try to I look back and see a figure a sitting in my chair, upon further reviews it was me sitting there but I was standing up...why wont I get up and IM SO FUCKING PARAOIND, I hear knocks on the door, I feel footsteps, I fall to the ground......
QUICKLY,'' THE JETS ARE ABOVE US'' take cover and DO NOT COME OUT till they pass us by...scared an shaking, thought I was being watched by way of a baby monitor, I still have the quarters in my hand and my keychain in my back pocket.....I find some covers and some weed to smoke...we begin to roast....
I was crazy high from smoking, almost comfortable but they were'n t derailing my thoughts by way of a pipe and a smile, I knew what was up and I was about to uncover something huge.....
next thing I know its 8 hours later, I have a huge stuff animal covering me, about 7 glasses of water and poked holes through the sheets to keep low profile.....I must have passed out, people were sleeping or acting asleep, GET ME OUT WHILE I STILL HAVE TIME....I stand up and everything is normal, I see everything as it should be, no headfuck, no worries.......
since that day I never touched LSD again but took way too much mescaline one night @ Big Cypress and had to act normal so my freind didnt wig out, we all sacrafice for our friends well-being, we say and do things to make them feel safe even though we dont feel safe, it's called family to me and since that trip happened, I will never again touch LSD in anyway shape or form........
It was a October night and this was in my LSD crazed days (glad they are over), we have been dropping LSD every weekend, small amounts maybe 1-2 tabs a weekend just enough to flip as bit but not over the wall crossing into insanity....Well we met up with this girl and she had some 'donald ducks' and we thought for the first time we should go beyond the normal tripping capacity and fall into some distant society where nothing is at it seems, we accomplished this mission with ease and alot of fear (on my behalf)....
7pm we each take 3 hits and let it kick in, about a hour later we're thinking these are garbage and will sustain a mediocre high, we were so wrong on this one...
8pm we each take 3 more hits and while Im feeling the first 3 I stupidly thought 3 more would just double where I was at prior but dam I was wrong, twisted in this world of problems and socitey masses filled my head with nothing but horrors or what if's and where I have gone wrong in my life....a minfdfuck I can handle, a life altering state of paranoia I cannot....
9:30pm I was bugged out and in a true state of panic, I let my friend(s) know ''things are backwards man'' he says lets go for a walk and calm down..I agreed..we went by some train tracks and heard a train coming, this to me was the countdown of the end of the world ''THE TRAIN IS FUCKING COMING DUDE, TAKE COVER!'' I said as I bolt through the treeline trying to find a whole back into society, everything turned blue and yellow, the tree's the grass, still THE TRAIN IS NEAR GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY DUDE!!!'' I'm bolting through the smalltreeline which seems like it's a mile long then I see it, I see a tree by itself with one gold leaf and I start to stare at it, trying to shake the visual insanity out of my head, it gets golder and golder to the point it's like the holy grail and I discovered this gem by chance, ''why hanvt they told me, we have gold leaves'' I thought to myself, I see my freind making his way out, ''THE TRAIN IS COMING CLOSER HOLD ON BRO'' I said cause I knew in my heart he was just as fucked as me but trying to comfort me by saying everything is fine, I notice he's looking over his back and show him the gold leave on the tree, he touches it and smiles, then I knew we had a secret for life, ''Should we keep this artifact'' I say, my friend says no..They are all gold tonight, so I start looking for more gold leaves, paranoid, scared ''THERE ISN'T ANYMORE YOU HEATHEN'' he got me out of the woods, I held on to that branch if it was my lifes work and planned on taking it to the museum in the morning, I wanted the world to know that gold leaves are not a reflection they were a eay of life to me....
10PM, Im in a basement playing tennis on NES and realise that the game is just a distraction for the people upstairs, they wanted us to be distracted but I was too smart and ketp watch armed with a keychain and a roll of quarters, 'DO YOU HEAR THAT?' they are making there way into the compound....then the scarey shit begins.....
''sounds of thunder crash,,, ''Riders on the storm'' plays in the background but can't find where it being deployed from, is it in the air or in my head?I say out loud, nobody can hear me, am I talking? am I ever here? I find a television and ''The Doors'' in playing so I thought ok I can calm myself and hopefully the people upstairs wont need to feel harmed by us......
I watch the movie, or act like it..I can't see 2 feet in front of my and everything on the screen in a complete messy blur and words are going into slow motion ''thooooseee arreeee sommmeee grreeaatt fuuucckkiinngg lyyyiiiccsss mannnn'' I stop what I'm doing, ask my friend what movie we're watching, he said ''we're not watching a movie but if you're freaked out now just wait in 3 minutes things are going to get heavy, I thought ''HOLY FUCK, END THIS MANDESS, I'M A GOOD PERSON I DONT DO BAD THINGS, WHY CAN i SEE THE MOVIE AND YOU CAN'T?'' i see him get up and go to a record player, now im thinking that hes decoding some sort of eveil purple rain playback message, we're diggin deeper and the people upstairs will know we uncovered this hidden plan.....
I get up, sweating, shaking, thinking ''IM FUCKING TRIPPING AND THE WORLD IS OK, BUT I'M NOT'' I head to a small room and have some tylenol on me and for some reason I thought if I took 4 this would all go away, no more scarey mindfucked bullhit, its a easy fix just help me find a cup I say to the non-exsisting person in the room....One of my friends come in and see's my searching for a glass and I know he can't even comprehend where we are but he held back his fears anjd assured me life was ok and everything outside of the basement was normal, precieve relaity he said.. I said ''REALITY? FUCK THAT, RELAITY IS IM WATCHING A MOVIE THAT'S NOT PLAYING AND KEVIN IS ABOUT TO MAKE THINGS HEAVY WITH A RECORD PLAYER'' I WANT OUT!!!...
I find some old jar and have 4 tylenol in hand, I now realise my friend was just trying to help me and he was trying to act normal for my sake but it took the life out of him, he told me even though I filled the glass with water it was paint thinner coming out of the faucet, I thought ''NO FUCKNIG WAY, THIS IS WATER MAN'' he told me to smell the jar and I smell what I thought was paint thinner and poured it out, he didnt want anything to happen to me, I respect that and thanked him later when I was normal...
BACK TO MADNESS
I am sitting in a chair watching everything around me, the clock hasnt moved all night, why did I take so much? I stand up and see why some cross the line and others live on the line.....
I get up and light up a smoke, or try to I look back and see a figure a sitting in my chair, upon further reviews it was me sitting there but I was standing up...why wont I get up and IM SO FUCKING PARAOIND, I hear knocks on the door, I feel footsteps, I fall to the ground......
QUICKLY,'' THE JETS ARE ABOVE US'' take cover and DO NOT COME OUT till they pass us by...scared an shaking, thought I was being watched by way of a baby monitor, I still have the quarters in my hand and my keychain in my back pocket.....I find some covers and some weed to smoke...we begin to roast....
I was crazy high from smoking, almost comfortable but they were'n t derailing my thoughts by way of a pipe and a smile, I knew what was up and I was about to uncover something huge.....
next thing I know its 8 hours later, I have a huge stuff animal covering me, about 7 glasses of water and poked holes through the sheets to keep low profile.....I must have passed out, people were sleeping or acting asleep, GET ME OUT WHILE I STILL HAVE TIME....I stand up and everything is normal, I see everything as it should be, no headfuck, no worries.......
since that day I never touched LSD again but took way too much mescaline one night @ Big Cypress and had to act normal so my freind didnt wig out, we all sacrafice for our friends well-being, we say and do things to make them feel safe even though we dont feel safe, it's called family to me and since that trip happened, I will never again touch LSD in anyway shape or form........
