dankhead88
Bluelighter
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- Oct 19, 2005
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Drugs: LSD, Nitrous Oxide
T + 0:00 - 2.5 hits of LSD
T + 0:00 – Nitrous Oxide (repeated 3x)
Weight: 195lbs
T + 0:00 – I drop the 2.5 hits of LSD
T + 0:45 – I start to feel the come up. Shivers, colors brightening, intense
interest to smaller things.
T + 1:00 – My head feels very weird. I feel as though everything I view is very
exaggerated. I start to inhale the nitrous. My vision was getting heavily
distorted. Music sounded odd but very pleasing to my ears.
T + 2:00 –I have reached the peak of my trip. I had awareness to everything that caught my senses. Everything I thought up something, it tend to be very funny and made me laugh hysterically or would make me ponder. This was a good +++ experience so far. Colors were shifting in my field of vision. Things in the corner of my vision became swirling, spinning, sharpening, wobbling, and doing all sorts of neat things. My face in the dark was very neat to look at. I would notice some small details, but my face would look like it was melting. In the light my face looked more detailed, yet it resembled caricatures. I laugh at everything in my point of view. Windows look bigger than it did before. My monitor was wiggling and my posters looked like they were sort of shrinking in the corner of my sight.
I hit the nitrous once again. The feeling became stronger every second. I start to notice everything in my closed eye vision. I started laughing uncontrollably. My CEV’s were making patterns that were making patterns, with more patterns, and more patterns, etc. My CEV’s then became somewhat like OOBE’s.
Time became meaningless. My ego became nothing. I viewed Humanity evolve in my mind. I became these patterns, the universe. I became the infinite. I became pure perpetual energy. The powerful “white light” in my soul. I’ve noticed how history repeated itself, but just more advanced as the time goes by, but then again, what we think is “high-tech” now will be useless as the time go by. I had reoccurring paradoxes in my mind. I was stuck in a loop.
There was no beginning or end. Our life was just in the middle of a pattern into a deeper pattern that was repeating itself. We evolve, but we will keep evolving endlessly. Whether it’s physically or intellectually. We are the cavemen of the modern era. Truly a ++++ experience in my honest opinion, but I’m not quite 100% sure. If this is how DMT sort of feels, then I cannot imagine how DMT itself is. Just one word. Wow.
T + 2:05 – I went and gazed at the stars outside. This was powerful. I could hear voices in the background. I was thinking that this was my subconscious thinking “out loud”. I inhaled another lung full of my final hit of nitrous. The patterns were coming back. That ultimate energy that I was feeling earlier. I gazed at the stars in astonishment. Trees in the background looked like they were melting and morphing, then becoming patterns similar to fractals. Stars were moving and the strange noise of nitrous accompanied with the acid made everything feel more ”cosmic” or “out there”. My head was pretty much in space itself.
After the nitrous wore off, I went off into my other room. Staring at the LED light; covering my entire room, with the nice touch of the colors from LSD. I listen to music. RHCP – Venice Queen. It has a very powerful tune. I could understand the words from that song clearly (but this was only in my point of view. This song’s meaning could be completely different from other’s perspective.). It reminded me of my psychedelic experience I am encountering now.
T + 4:00 – I sit here thinking what the fuck just happened earlier in my trip. I pay attention to every little detail. Then eventually I think too hard and get a head ache. It was as if you look at one word, but you look at the beginning and the end roots. Looked at many other synonyms, antonyms, and many similar and opposite meanings, and you get all that info playing in your head all simultaneously. I was looking at the small detail of everything too much, and not looking at the bigger picture. It was hurting my head, so I played something funny to get me out of that mind state. I didn’t hate it, but it was getting a bit annoying.
T + 5:30 – I’m still high and colors are still shifting, but I came down enough to go see my parents. I went upstairs and talked with them. It was nice, and I washed the dishes for them, because I felt like I was in a too good of a mood to complain. So I decided to just do it on my own will so that I can see my parents happy. This made me giggle in the inside.
T + 6:00 – I’ve decided to go outside for a nice jog. The views were colossal, and the colors were greatly vivid. Trees looked like skyscrapers and the sound of nature pleased my ears. I take a glimpse of society in the morning. For some reason I stereotyped everything. I saw an abandoned warehouse with graffiti. I see some homeless people. I greet them then I go on my way. I felt guilty. I try not to feel guilt though, because I can’t stop things that has already happened. Every place that I walked around outside felt like I was entering a new environment and felt new for me.
T + 10:00 – I am feeling pretty much back to baseline, but with a slight psychedelic tinge to it. This lasts for a while. It’s quite enjoyable.
T + 16:00 – Still feeling it. Just writing this down and drinking my coffee during this time.
Conclusion: It feels like my first acid trip but even better. This made me want to cut down on my nicotine intake and start living a healthier life. I wish I could explain what I saw with more detail, but it was beyond words. I plan on trying more psychedelics in the future. This was a definite a ++++ for me in my honest opinion. I’ve had rough times in the trip, but it didn’t bother me at the end and I’ve learned to just accept it.
T + 0:00 - 2.5 hits of LSD
T + 0:00 – Nitrous Oxide (repeated 3x)
Weight: 195lbs
T + 0:00 – I drop the 2.5 hits of LSD
T + 0:45 – I start to feel the come up. Shivers, colors brightening, intense
interest to smaller things.
T + 1:00 – My head feels very weird. I feel as though everything I view is very
exaggerated. I start to inhale the nitrous. My vision was getting heavily
distorted. Music sounded odd but very pleasing to my ears.
T + 2:00 –I have reached the peak of my trip. I had awareness to everything that caught my senses. Everything I thought up something, it tend to be very funny and made me laugh hysterically or would make me ponder. This was a good +++ experience so far. Colors were shifting in my field of vision. Things in the corner of my vision became swirling, spinning, sharpening, wobbling, and doing all sorts of neat things. My face in the dark was very neat to look at. I would notice some small details, but my face would look like it was melting. In the light my face looked more detailed, yet it resembled caricatures. I laugh at everything in my point of view. Windows look bigger than it did before. My monitor was wiggling and my posters looked like they were sort of shrinking in the corner of my sight.
I hit the nitrous once again. The feeling became stronger every second. I start to notice everything in my closed eye vision. I started laughing uncontrollably. My CEV’s were making patterns that were making patterns, with more patterns, and more patterns, etc. My CEV’s then became somewhat like OOBE’s.
Time became meaningless. My ego became nothing. I viewed Humanity evolve in my mind. I became these patterns, the universe. I became the infinite. I became pure perpetual energy. The powerful “white light” in my soul. I’ve noticed how history repeated itself, but just more advanced as the time goes by, but then again, what we think is “high-tech” now will be useless as the time go by. I had reoccurring paradoxes in my mind. I was stuck in a loop.
There was no beginning or end. Our life was just in the middle of a pattern into a deeper pattern that was repeating itself. We evolve, but we will keep evolving endlessly. Whether it’s physically or intellectually. We are the cavemen of the modern era. Truly a ++++ experience in my honest opinion, but I’m not quite 100% sure. If this is how DMT sort of feels, then I cannot imagine how DMT itself is. Just one word. Wow.
T + 2:05 – I went and gazed at the stars outside. This was powerful. I could hear voices in the background. I was thinking that this was my subconscious thinking “out loud”. I inhaled another lung full of my final hit of nitrous. The patterns were coming back. That ultimate energy that I was feeling earlier. I gazed at the stars in astonishment. Trees in the background looked like they were melting and morphing, then becoming patterns similar to fractals. Stars were moving and the strange noise of nitrous accompanied with the acid made everything feel more ”cosmic” or “out there”. My head was pretty much in space itself.
After the nitrous wore off, I went off into my other room. Staring at the LED light; covering my entire room, with the nice touch of the colors from LSD. I listen to music. RHCP – Venice Queen. It has a very powerful tune. I could understand the words from that song clearly (but this was only in my point of view. This song’s meaning could be completely different from other’s perspective.). It reminded me of my psychedelic experience I am encountering now.
T + 4:00 – I sit here thinking what the fuck just happened earlier in my trip. I pay attention to every little detail. Then eventually I think too hard and get a head ache. It was as if you look at one word, but you look at the beginning and the end roots. Looked at many other synonyms, antonyms, and many similar and opposite meanings, and you get all that info playing in your head all simultaneously. I was looking at the small detail of everything too much, and not looking at the bigger picture. It was hurting my head, so I played something funny to get me out of that mind state. I didn’t hate it, but it was getting a bit annoying.
T + 5:30 – I’m still high and colors are still shifting, but I came down enough to go see my parents. I went upstairs and talked with them. It was nice, and I washed the dishes for them, because I felt like I was in a too good of a mood to complain. So I decided to just do it on my own will so that I can see my parents happy. This made me giggle in the inside.
T + 6:00 – I’ve decided to go outside for a nice jog. The views were colossal, and the colors were greatly vivid. Trees looked like skyscrapers and the sound of nature pleased my ears. I take a glimpse of society in the morning. For some reason I stereotyped everything. I saw an abandoned warehouse with graffiti. I see some homeless people. I greet them then I go on my way. I felt guilty. I try not to feel guilt though, because I can’t stop things that has already happened. Every place that I walked around outside felt like I was entering a new environment and felt new for me.
T + 10:00 – I am feeling pretty much back to baseline, but with a slight psychedelic tinge to it. This lasts for a while. It’s quite enjoyable.
T + 16:00 – Still feeling it. Just writing this down and drinking my coffee during this time.
Conclusion: It feels like my first acid trip but even better. This made me want to cut down on my nicotine intake and start living a healthier life. I wish I could explain what I saw with more detail, but it was beyond words. I plan on trying more psychedelics in the future. This was a definite a ++++ for me in my honest opinion. I’ve had rough times in the trip, but it didn’t bother me at the end and I’ve learned to just accept it.
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LSD + N2O