Sounds like you've got some anger inside you... either that or find new people to hang out with. Sounds like a terrible environment to trip in... thanks for sharing though.
I think this report might be better if you wrote it in your first language and then ran it through one of those online translator things, a friend of mine did that for a report on erowid and it certainly made it higher quality.
LOL. What is up with trippin ass people masturbating all time? I swear everytime I read a report about a freak out, the person ends up masturbating in front of a crowd. LOL