Yeah, the other day I came home after a few beers at a gig and coming down off a low dose of methylone and a low dose of 2C-i and a tiny dose of MDPV. Rather than just going to sleep I decided to eat 1mg Xanax for that extra spin prior to bed. And what did I do? Within 5 minutes of the Xanax kicking in I went to eat 200mg of 5-HTP, 70mg of MDMA, 30mg of 4-AcO-DMT, 5mg of 4-HO-MIPT and 2mg of 5-MEo-DIPT. I started getting a bit of colours... and then I just went to bed to follow the CEV... and then I woke up 7 hours later feeling quite clear-headed, no hangover, but a bit tired and in a so-so mood. And I thought to myself: "What a waste of perfectly good drugs." I blame the alcohol mostly, though I know that Methylone tends to make me feel very morish for everything. And of course I also blame the Xanax.
I have virtually no tolerance to benzodiazepines, and 1mg just knocked me out, after first loosening my inhibitions to such an extent that I almost indiscriminately started ingesting low/medium doses of various psychedelics the effects of which were almost nil due to my stupor. Glad I was at home though.
Benzos really make for bad decisions and anyway they seem to remove all potential for insight from the trip. And unless I am on a DOx compound they just knock me out. Even the visuals, which seem to remain, don't seem to mean anything any more. What's the fun in that?