So a year and a half ago I had a traumatic incident whilst tripping at the end of a three day drug binge.
Now, prior to this I had been a heavy party drug user, using ketamine and lsd most frequently, but this was experience was unlike anything else. I've been diagnosed and am now recovering from PTSD resulting from this incident, but I am still no closer to understanding what happened. From my own research I have deduced that it is possible I had a stroke. I still have a lot of weird feelings surrounding what happened, so it is difficult for me to talk about. I was hoping someone could shed some light?
The incident: I had taken a tab of acid with a friend during the day time after rolling through from a three day bender. No real effect from the tab, just light visuals. We take another tab a few hours later and as it kicks in we begin having a pleasant, mellow trip, the sun is shining etc. My friend starts getting upset and angry about something, it begins to rain torrentially. We are in a large area, an old airfield, there's no where to shelter, I can't think of a way to get out. My friend is still acting up, refusing to move out the rain, talking about how 'this is it, there is nothing more in the universe' generally being very depressive and sketched out. At this point I don't feel very high, I'm going thinking rationally etc. I go to grab him when suddenly time starts skipping, everything turns crystallised, and I'm watching myself from out my body. I can see my face crystallised, in particular my eyes. I'm trying to walk over to the grass but time just keeps skipping. I'm panicking a lot and shout to my friend that somethings gone wrong. I'm not sure how long this lasted, but I then started having a panic attack and ended up in an ambulance, tripping heavily. This doesn't seem like a bad trip to me, it was like nothing I've ever seen or imagined. For a long time after I was convinced I'd broken my brain, and had vague feelings of broken energy. For the sake of moving on with my life, I'd really like to figure out what happened!
Now, prior to this I had been a heavy party drug user, using ketamine and lsd most frequently, but this was experience was unlike anything else. I've been diagnosed and am now recovering from PTSD resulting from this incident, but I am still no closer to understanding what happened. From my own research I have deduced that it is possible I had a stroke. I still have a lot of weird feelings surrounding what happened, so it is difficult for me to talk about. I was hoping someone could shed some light?
The incident: I had taken a tab of acid with a friend during the day time after rolling through from a three day bender. No real effect from the tab, just light visuals. We take another tab a few hours later and as it kicks in we begin having a pleasant, mellow trip, the sun is shining etc. My friend starts getting upset and angry about something, it begins to rain torrentially. We are in a large area, an old airfield, there's no where to shelter, I can't think of a way to get out. My friend is still acting up, refusing to move out the rain, talking about how 'this is it, there is nothing more in the universe' generally being very depressive and sketched out. At this point I don't feel very high, I'm going thinking rationally etc. I go to grab him when suddenly time starts skipping, everything turns crystallised, and I'm watching myself from out my body. I can see my face crystallised, in particular my eyes. I'm trying to walk over to the grass but time just keeps skipping. I'm panicking a lot and shout to my friend that somethings gone wrong. I'm not sure how long this lasted, but I then started having a panic attack and ended up in an ambulance, tripping heavily. This doesn't seem like a bad trip to me, it was like nothing I've ever seen or imagined. For a long time after I was convinced I'd broken my brain, and had vague feelings of broken energy. For the sake of moving on with my life, I'd really like to figure out what happened!
