Sxo so sorry to hear your sorrow about your experience. I too have had devilish trips. I have decided not to continue with these specific drugs. I know others don't like religion being thrown around a drug forum, but I will pray for you. I don't know you, but God does. He knows what you're going thru. And so do I. He will take these fears and anxietys from you. He will give you peace. And he will be Guardian of you mind and soul. I have prayed for you, he is with you. Try to avoid these situations. Take care.