Youkai
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When, yesterday the 13th
Where, P groove
What, LSD then MDMA
Why, to be touched by GOD
I never realy wrote a trip report so bare with me.
The show planned to start at 8:30, so I dosed around 7:00 to get the come up out of the way.
I get to the show @ 8:45 and am completely lost in my mind and flickering visual field, its realy hard to see anything as constant, it is all moving in a swirling pattern and it almost feels like my mind is about to black out every now and then, this is still the come up, avent found my groove yet and my vibes where just a wreck, had nothing to center on but the randomality of taking that much LSD and possible effects of it in all aspects of he trip.
~9:20, sitting down stairs at the venue waiting to be allowed up stairs where the show was going to be I started to feel head pressure and it reminded me that earlier that day I had a head ach, this head ach came back realy hard and I was acting realy dissosiated, felt like I had been submerged in alot of water and had water all in my ears and stuff like that. Just a weird alien feeling but I could feel my trip leveling out, I was gone, there was no turning back. mental thoughts sometimes woundered into un wanted territory of worry and paranoia but I was with good company and about to see a great show. I reminded my self of love, light/magic (the touch of god in its many ways of experiencing it), and that I was just human. And as human I am just as likely to experience sorrow as I am bliss, but its attitudeand assiations towards the experienced existence of that moment which helps deside this. From this mental calcualting I was able to raise my vibes and get into a some what better mood, still the ehad ach was getting tome and I was still feeling quite dissioated from it and the high dose of LSD. My vision was fucked, everything seemed to run together, I couldnt stand to look people in tehre eyes and my body felt cold and shocked.
This is when I turned the trip around, I desided to fuck it, and just went stupid. completely idiotic and started pimp walkinga round lie I was on lot asking peopel for something for my head, advil/tylonal/ibprophin. Other people who were waiting to get tickets down stairs and obviously on the come up on there drug of choice (being P groove mostly MDMA/MDA or LSD.. some mushrooms). I went crazy, acting like I was trying to cop drugs but asking for over the counter head ach medicine. lol
~9:40 They let us all purchase tickets and go up stairs, I get front and center and into a group of kids (maybe 3-5 years younger then me) who were all obviously pilled out, just trashed on rolls waiting for p rgoove. I began with the badger here, and asking more people for something for my head ach.-
-ok, let me explain the badger, in my mind I kept laughing at that part in freddy got fingered where he points to teh ground and say "the abdger" and I was finding my self going this to random people, and then running away with my hands cuped out on thr ground in an attempt to catch the badger. -
it was also this time that I was meeting alot of old lot/tour people Iv met befor at various shows festivals. Again, I asked them all where the hell the advil was at, who was holding and why was the floor so dry and noone talking (advertising what they where slinging). all the time Im still runninga round like an idiot just doing stupid panamime type stuff and dancing to no music.
The LSD was realy on at this time, colors just flowing like waves across my vision, tracers that stayed for 10-30 seconds and what seemed like neon colored lights that just striped around. also the normal but greatly eaterated LSd visuals of liquid swirling and the entire venue breathing. I also noticed a realy well defined expand in my thoughts, it alsmot felt like someone touching my shoulder throung my mind, or someone sneaking up on my thoughts.
10:15, p rgoove come out on stage....
Im to tired to write more and cant elave this window open all night, so I'll promise to finish it tomorrow befor I go on my travals.
Where, P groove
What, LSD then MDMA
Why, to be touched by GOD
I never realy wrote a trip report so bare with me.
The show planned to start at 8:30, so I dosed around 7:00 to get the come up out of the way.
I get to the show @ 8:45 and am completely lost in my mind and flickering visual field, its realy hard to see anything as constant, it is all moving in a swirling pattern and it almost feels like my mind is about to black out every now and then, this is still the come up, avent found my groove yet and my vibes where just a wreck, had nothing to center on but the randomality of taking that much LSD and possible effects of it in all aspects of he trip.
~9:20, sitting down stairs at the venue waiting to be allowed up stairs where the show was going to be I started to feel head pressure and it reminded me that earlier that day I had a head ach, this head ach came back realy hard and I was acting realy dissosiated, felt like I had been submerged in alot of water and had water all in my ears and stuff like that. Just a weird alien feeling but I could feel my trip leveling out, I was gone, there was no turning back. mental thoughts sometimes woundered into un wanted territory of worry and paranoia but I was with good company and about to see a great show. I reminded my self of love, light/magic (the touch of god in its many ways of experiencing it), and that I was just human. And as human I am just as likely to experience sorrow as I am bliss, but its attitudeand assiations towards the experienced existence of that moment which helps deside this. From this mental calcualting I was able to raise my vibes and get into a some what better mood, still the ehad ach was getting tome and I was still feeling quite dissioated from it and the high dose of LSD. My vision was fucked, everything seemed to run together, I couldnt stand to look people in tehre eyes and my body felt cold and shocked.
This is when I turned the trip around, I desided to fuck it, and just went stupid. completely idiotic and started pimp walkinga round lie I was on lot asking peopel for something for my head, advil/tylonal/ibprophin. Other people who were waiting to get tickets down stairs and obviously on the come up on there drug of choice (being P groove mostly MDMA/MDA or LSD.. some mushrooms). I went crazy, acting like I was trying to cop drugs but asking for over the counter head ach medicine. lol
~9:40 They let us all purchase tickets and go up stairs, I get front and center and into a group of kids (maybe 3-5 years younger then me) who were all obviously pilled out, just trashed on rolls waiting for p rgoove. I began with the badger here, and asking more people for something for my head ach.-
-ok, let me explain the badger, in my mind I kept laughing at that part in freddy got fingered where he points to teh ground and say "the abdger" and I was finding my self going this to random people, and then running away with my hands cuped out on thr ground in an attempt to catch the badger. -
it was also this time that I was meeting alot of old lot/tour people Iv met befor at various shows festivals. Again, I asked them all where the hell the advil was at, who was holding and why was the floor so dry and noone talking (advertising what they where slinging). all the time Im still runninga round like an idiot just doing stupid panamime type stuff and dancing to no music.
The LSD was realy on at this time, colors just flowing like waves across my vision, tracers that stayed for 10-30 seconds and what seemed like neon colored lights that just striped around. also the normal but greatly eaterated LSd visuals of liquid swirling and the entire venue breathing. I also noticed a realy well defined expand in my thoughts, it alsmot felt like someone touching my shoulder throung my mind, or someone sneaking up on my thoughts.
10:15, p rgoove come out on stage....
Im to tired to write more and cant elave this window open all night, so I'll promise to finish it tomorrow befor I go on my travals.
:D ![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
