JimiHawK*
Bluelighter
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This is my first true psychadelic experience. I can't remember 100% of what happened but if/when i do remember ill add it on.
Dose : 130 Morning Glory Seeds (Roughly crushed using a hammer)
Bodyweight : ~60kgs
My school holidays have just started and the 5 packets of morning glory seeds (~100seeds per packet) that i ordered have arrived. The night before i got insanely baked for the first time after my ~2 month break. I wasnt planning to use the seeds just yet as i wanted to do it away from my mum etc but after some persuading by a friend i decided to eat 1 packet to test the strength of those seeds and get a taste of what LSA has to offer.
4.00pm - Started eating (chewing to a paste then swallowing) ~120 hammered morning glory seeds (Heavenly blue) . The taste wasnt so bad, you just need to wash it down with some coke. 100x better than robotussin. I go on erowid and read some trip reports to pass the time
4.22pm - experience massive nausea, want to vomit but holding down the urge.
4.30pm - smoked a bit of weed to help fight the nausea. Worked quite well
4.45pm - ate a piece of ginger to further fight the nausea. can feel the weed now but its quite different....a dreamy sort of high. My muscles are VERY relaxed....i can barely sit up and type this. My vision is sort of blurry but txt can still be easily read. Sort of reminds me of a codeine type high.
5.20pm - I went to take a piss, it was one of the most clear-headed and euphoric piss's i have ever taken in my life lol. Was like an orgasm for the entire pissing duration. The nausea was overwhelming at one point, i ran to the bathroom to spew but nothing came out. The nausea all of a sudden disappeared after that attempt?
5.30pm - Effects from the LSA are very noticable. My entire body is incredibly relaxed, i even got some full body euphoric rushes. Its like this "happy" feeling pulsating through every bone, muscle and fibre in my body. This leaves a massive smile on my face and my pupils are very dilated. I lie on my bed listening to psy trance, txting random philosophical crap to a friend. From what i remember It went something like
" the world and all life are part of a never ending loop. This loop is charactarised by the 2 defining points Birth and Death. To truly be enlightened you must break free from this loop. Light is the key to this equation. e=mc2 where energy is equal to mass times the speed of light squared. That must mean mass is just energy divided speed of light"
The effects keep getting stronger until about 7pm. I got full OEVs , i saw everything at the molecular level. the walls turned into tiny yellow cylinders spinning around each other. Thoughts bombarded my head, i would think deeply about one thing then all of a sudden forget all about it and think of something else. I realised why i was here - the "meaning of life" (sounds cheesy i know) .
Then a thought entered my head, except this time it did not leave. Dinner was to be had soon, and i was in no way fit to be around the family, communication was very hard - it was like i had to talk in another language. I lie on my bed, anxiety shoots through the roof. Its 7pm, however the next few minutes seemed like 2hrs in my head. Time no longer existed in my head. By now i had turned into this mangled blob on my bed. I could not feel any of my limbs, i thought my legs were above my head etc. I thought i heard police sirens, and that i somehow managed to get in my car and had a crash. i probably died 40 times that night. I had to keep hitting myself/biting myself so the pain could bring me back to reality (if only for a second).
Eventually, i said i felt sick and didnt eat dinner and just stayed in bed the whole night. I thought they all knew i was on drugs, and that i would have to tell them the truth about my life the next day. Luckily, this wasnt the case.
In that night, i had been in the happiest state i had ever been and also the most terrifying and sad. DO NOT underestimate these, they WILL kick your ass. Have a sober sitter nearby and make sure you have a full 24hrs spare.
Dose : 130 Morning Glory Seeds (Roughly crushed using a hammer)
Bodyweight : ~60kgs
My school holidays have just started and the 5 packets of morning glory seeds (~100seeds per packet) that i ordered have arrived. The night before i got insanely baked for the first time after my ~2 month break. I wasnt planning to use the seeds just yet as i wanted to do it away from my mum etc but after some persuading by a friend i decided to eat 1 packet to test the strength of those seeds and get a taste of what LSA has to offer.
4.00pm - Started eating (chewing to a paste then swallowing) ~120 hammered morning glory seeds (Heavenly blue) . The taste wasnt so bad, you just need to wash it down with some coke. 100x better than robotussin. I go on erowid and read some trip reports to pass the time
4.22pm - experience massive nausea, want to vomit but holding down the urge.
4.30pm - smoked a bit of weed to help fight the nausea. Worked quite well
4.45pm - ate a piece of ginger to further fight the nausea. can feel the weed now but its quite different....a dreamy sort of high. My muscles are VERY relaxed....i can barely sit up and type this. My vision is sort of blurry but txt can still be easily read. Sort of reminds me of a codeine type high.
5.20pm - I went to take a piss, it was one of the most clear-headed and euphoric piss's i have ever taken in my life lol. Was like an orgasm for the entire pissing duration. The nausea was overwhelming at one point, i ran to the bathroom to spew but nothing came out. The nausea all of a sudden disappeared after that attempt?
5.30pm - Effects from the LSA are very noticable. My entire body is incredibly relaxed, i even got some full body euphoric rushes. Its like this "happy" feeling pulsating through every bone, muscle and fibre in my body. This leaves a massive smile on my face and my pupils are very dilated. I lie on my bed listening to psy trance, txting random philosophical crap to a friend. From what i remember It went something like
" the world and all life are part of a never ending loop. This loop is charactarised by the 2 defining points Birth and Death. To truly be enlightened you must break free from this loop. Light is the key to this equation. e=mc2 where energy is equal to mass times the speed of light squared. That must mean mass is just energy divided speed of light"
The effects keep getting stronger until about 7pm. I got full OEVs , i saw everything at the molecular level. the walls turned into tiny yellow cylinders spinning around each other. Thoughts bombarded my head, i would think deeply about one thing then all of a sudden forget all about it and think of something else. I realised why i was here - the "meaning of life" (sounds cheesy i know) .
Then a thought entered my head, except this time it did not leave. Dinner was to be had soon, and i was in no way fit to be around the family, communication was very hard - it was like i had to talk in another language. I lie on my bed, anxiety shoots through the roof. Its 7pm, however the next few minutes seemed like 2hrs in my head. Time no longer existed in my head. By now i had turned into this mangled blob on my bed. I could not feel any of my limbs, i thought my legs were above my head etc. I thought i heard police sirens, and that i somehow managed to get in my car and had a crash. i probably died 40 times that night. I had to keep hitting myself/biting myself so the pain could bring me back to reality (if only for a second).
Eventually, i said i felt sick and didnt eat dinner and just stayed in bed the whole night. I thought they all knew i was on drugs, and that i would have to tell them the truth about my life the next day. Luckily, this wasnt the case.
In that night, i had been in the happiest state i had ever been and also the most terrifying and sad. DO NOT underestimate these, they WILL kick your ass. Have a sober sitter nearby and make sure you have a full 24hrs spare.
