marxspeakstruth
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- Joined
- Oct 7, 2004
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On the twenty third of December I consumed approximetly 15.2 grams of Morning Glory seeds. They contain a chemical called LSA, which is similar in structure and action to LSD. I had an extremely intense trip. Luckily, I kept my journal with me, and wrote in it incesently, until the trip became to intense to continue writing. The following is a typed manuscript of what I wrote. It is exactly what I wrote in my journal, including misspellings, grammatical errors, etc. I haven't changed a word. Because at points my spelling was attrocious, I include notes, which are set off by brackets { }. Within the writing I also include parentheses ( ) and whatever these things are [ ], so don't confuse those for notes. Also, there is one point at which my writing was so terrible, that not even I could decipher what it said, this is signified by "######". Your guess of what that word is is as good as mine. One last note, I contiually made references to the French being verb "Etre", which means "to be". So, without further adieu, here it is:
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My eyes are dry humping to the musice and I see purple scenes of war. They are nice, though. I am very happy and can tell this is going to be a good trip regardless of what Adam says. This is beautiful. I will be back with more later. This singing bowl makes me shiver. A realistic whale says hello. I can still function, though I choose not to. I know my grammer is currently incorrect. It does not matter. I must write this down. No, I am rhyming everything so perfectly and electricty flows through me in chromatin. Techncolor. Haughty urine may bring you down, I will stop for now, to let the music pulse through me, for to miss it would be a crime.
With meaningful bass I am shocked with euphoria. These pages are walls that contine{contain} what I speak.
L-O-V-E
LOVE
Not even with bass but shock comes from me. British boxers fighting for pride for they feel that they'll never be young. Foolish mothers that teach thier sons pride show how brutally capitalism has lied. Silly girl, Pool of Whirl. You only have to be.
TO BE ||ETRE|| OR NOT?
You must be with the queen who has smoked from the hooka. Silly queen bee who arrested the tree
trees cannot talk trees simply be
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| ETRE |
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Vaginal walls which the heart seperates, You know love as no different from Hate?
Vulgar
Penetration
and
seperating
walls
You know the least of all,
We dance in this cold darkend place and we speak to the beings who rearrange face. We are love, and you are hate. We are love and you are fate. One must learn to be.
The red flesh glistens upon the door the sublte{subtle} nuances of the flawed virgin whore. The immaculate conception of the rock and roll heart. The clouds are seperating and the cars are fizzing and I and and I are busy
Traveling distance shall matter the most not to car not to plane not to bike but to ghost. You understand, he must learn how to be before he comes one. Child, follow your false prophet into fields of nettle. He feels your lovee and your
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|Pain|
------
and
your
shame
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Learn to be
------
|ETRE|
------
Don't fall flacid toy soldier. Stand up,be erect. I refer,of course to your pupil. You will be disappointed. I think I shall stop writing for my writing of hand seems increasingly worse. Just remember Kids...
Learn
E
T
R
E
I am quite shure that adam is my brother. I cannot wait to see the context in which you may I be have written
Cold man in a bonnet
Why do you frown when you don't know wet from brown?
Child is
moose
scare my sister & Sigur ros likes pate (as in goose liver [yum]). Will they notice my change in music. the scratching on my pen? my harbored or labored breathing under clorox fumes?
blue & red
acid & alkali
burn your own
flesh.
Blank book once filed with stars now starves for dreams...
bloated nausea
the valet looks funnnmmy in that picture with his beady eyes and burbing{burping} bloated, forgetful head!? Why ubben, Why? happeness{happieness} is in learning etre...
{at this point I decided to conjugate the verb etre}
Je suis
Tu es
Il est
El est
Nous sommes
Vous etes
Ils sont
Els sont
I feel confidant in my dayglow ability to hang myself like the pig unto the wolf
pointy ears accompanied by shrewd lamb-like glances. Glazing what is left of my oarnge flavored hard candy...
orgasmic electricity pulses through speakers of snow and bourban. Love is always hate before I am discovered. With an open eye siezure. The crickets play their song for poisoned english teachers everywhere. Pleae{please} don't fall upon the pentagon. Pagan (neo or not) sacrifice bloodies my testicles and makes the mushroom smile.
I have a vague memory of embarresment upon my f first day of camp. But its memory is mudied (aduterated, for te{the} leterate{literate} among us) with the memoirs of the one eyed rhino stapmed{stampede}. Yes, you understand
Sincerly,
Bocce S. Ball
{At this point I ended all normal writing. What follows are the disjuncted and random things that popped into my head and I felt the need to write down.}
Companion pall pal of albert bert humperdink
I understand wat a ##### smile you hoped for it to be.
Crush my own testicle
Testicle
Yellow & brown
LSA(D) is like nothing else you'll ever experience ex|
this is insane
Sensory overload
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My eyes are dry humping to the musice and I see purple scenes of war. They are nice, though. I am very happy and can tell this is going to be a good trip regardless of what Adam says. This is beautiful. I will be back with more later. This singing bowl makes me shiver. A realistic whale says hello. I can still function, though I choose not to. I know my grammer is currently incorrect. It does not matter. I must write this down. No, I am rhyming everything so perfectly and electricty flows through me in chromatin. Techncolor. Haughty urine may bring you down, I will stop for now, to let the music pulse through me, for to miss it would be a crime.
With meaningful bass I am shocked with euphoria. These pages are walls that contine{contain} what I speak.
L-O-V-E
LOVE
Not even with bass but shock comes from me. British boxers fighting for pride for they feel that they'll never be young. Foolish mothers that teach thier sons pride show how brutally capitalism has lied. Silly girl, Pool of Whirl. You only have to be.
TO BE ||ETRE|| OR NOT?
You must be with the queen who has smoked from the hooka. Silly queen bee who arrested the tree
trees cannot talk trees simply be
--------
| ETRE |
--------
Vaginal walls which the heart seperates, You know love as no different from Hate?
Vulgar
Penetration
and
seperating
walls
You know the least of all,
We dance in this cold darkend place and we speak to the beings who rearrange face. We are love, and you are hate. We are love and you are fate. One must learn to be.
The red flesh glistens upon the door the sublte{subtle} nuances of the flawed virgin whore. The immaculate conception of the rock and roll heart. The clouds are seperating and the cars are fizzing and I and and I are busy
Traveling distance shall matter the most not to car not to plane not to bike but to ghost. You understand, he must learn how to be before he comes one. Child, follow your false prophet into fields of nettle. He feels your lovee and your
------
|Pain|
------
and
your
shame
------
Learn to be
------
|ETRE|
------
Don't fall flacid toy soldier. Stand up,be erect. I refer,of course to your pupil. You will be disappointed. I think I shall stop writing for my writing of hand seems increasingly worse. Just remember Kids...
Learn
E
T
R
E
I am quite shure that adam is my brother. I cannot wait to see the context in which you may I be have written
Cold man in a bonnet
Why do you frown when you don't know wet from brown?
Child is
moose
scare my sister & Sigur ros likes pate (as in goose liver [yum]). Will they notice my change in music. the scratching on my pen? my harbored or labored breathing under clorox fumes?
blue & red
acid & alkali
burn your own
flesh.
Blank book once filed with stars now starves for dreams...
bloated nausea
the valet looks funnnmmy in that picture with his beady eyes and burbing{burping} bloated, forgetful head!? Why ubben, Why? happeness{happieness} is in learning etre...
{at this point I decided to conjugate the verb etre}
Je suis
Tu es
Il est
El est
Nous sommes
Vous etes
Ils sont
Els sont
I feel confidant in my dayglow ability to hang myself like the pig unto the wolf
pointy ears accompanied by shrewd lamb-like glances. Glazing what is left of my oarnge flavored hard candy...
orgasmic electricity pulses through speakers of snow and bourban. Love is always hate before I am discovered. With an open eye siezure. The crickets play their song for poisoned english teachers everywhere. Pleae{please} don't fall upon the pentagon. Pagan (neo or not) sacrifice bloodies my testicles and makes the mushroom smile.
I have a vague memory of embarresment upon my f first day of camp. But its memory is mudied (aduterated, for te{the} leterate{literate} among us) with the memoirs of the one eyed rhino stapmed{stampede}. Yes, you understand
Sincerly,
Bocce S. Ball
{At this point I ended all normal writing. What follows are the disjuncted and random things that popped into my head and I felt the need to write down.}
Companion pall pal of albert bert humperdink
I understand wat a ##### smile you hoped for it to be.
Crush my own testicle
Testicle
Yellow & brown
LSA(D) is like nothing else you'll ever experience ex|
this is insane
Sensory overload
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