Love

April Love.

She started to work at the natural foods store I worked at a couple of years ago, on or right around Valentines Day. I guess it was more like 2010, so it was about four years ago, and Valentines Day was the first day I worked with her. Something like that. I remember connecting the dots like that.

She was wearing gold angel wing (or thunderbird) earrings when I first saw her. Hair was dyed blond.

I was still in love with Donna (not that I am ever not in love with Donna, for what I can be)- who I met a year before. I know V-Day and pressure helped us to fall apart as happened. Or it was prominent. And on my mind. Meeting someone you like around such a Holiday puts unnatural and unneeded pressure.

I thought it kind of suspicious, meeting and working with "Love" on Valentines Day, one year after I fell in love.

My ex, before I met Donna, Marilyn, was hospitalized for the one Valentine's Day we would be together, with a lung collapse.

My ex before her, Alisha, was the only person I've ever proposed marriage to. Her response was positive, but this story is much more complicated, and to basically save myself from failing, I changed my mind. I let her go.

Alisha was born on February 14th- Valentines Day.

Both Marilyn and Donna have red hair.

I gave Marilyn a black pearl for that V-Day.
Donna gave me a gemstone, called Jet, that was black, when I met her, which was around the same time 3 years later. Though, what I received I picked, as Donna told me to pick one of her stones. Not accepting gifts so easily, I felt a little uncomfortable. So I chose the dark one... The non pretty one.

April Love, I still see. She still works there, and its nice to socialize with her. She's probably my closest girl-friend. Not that we hang out. I haven't asked. I've thought about it but I don't want to ruin our casual friendship with trying to smother her in semen.

Out of billions of possible combinations (to pull a number up), the Indy 500 race I went to most recently, I sat directly in back of her. It had been many years since I went, though as a child my dad frequently got free/cheap tickets from work. April rarely went, and was there with her friend, her friends dad, and a guy who I think was brother to her friend/son to father. They owned/operated a donut shop.

That was right after Donna moved away.

April's sisters name is Dana. I had a crush on her before I met April. She's partially what motivated me to get the job there, but I found out she was dating the bosses son, Chris. The boss has my name. Jeff.

I sometimes want to be closer to April.

Sometimes I think I'm supposed to "O'Neil".

I'm writing this while waiting for a pharmacy to finish one of the orders I am to take. I picked up one earlier, but was called back to pick up another to go the same direction. I noticed Don O'Neil- another driver with the company I work with, picked up the last order, before I got there. Just prior I had just been talking to April. Her boyfriend broke up with her, and she was a little down. I told her not to be down, because she is very desirable.

We are both moving into new places. Mine comes in about 10 days. Hers is tomorrow.

Yea, possibilities. Realities..

I got back to the pharmacy to pick up my second order, that I had been waiting on. Another driver was there. I hadn't ever met him yet, so I asked him his name. I thought he said Kim, as we shook hands, but he corrected me. Tim. His last name as I see where he signed for his order, under me, is Christie. He is taking an order to a name that I had just avoided writing in reference to, along with my mentioning of the ones with red hair, above- Marilyn and Donna. This was Gray (But Grey), as Zena. I had a crush on her, but consider it unrealistic to invest, and wrong to write as if I have some connection to her, even though she fits in this picture too, and actually came to my attention before, and while I was with Alisha. Then I forgot about her and really only remembered her, in an exotic mental state, after ending with Marilyn.

I'm taking medicine to a Foust, and a Cochran. I didn't catch who Tim Christi is taking them to. I may call dispatch and be weird and ask.
 
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