Love

I am feeling the need to express how much I love him but don't really know how to do that without fucking it up, annoying him or generally sounding like a dick head.

But I just love him, a lot and am full of excitement and hope we will one day be happy together.

I have this little scenario playing in my head where we are lying together in each others arms after having made love, the sun is shining, the windows are open and there are kids playing on the lawn, the house is sparkling and we are happy and content.

I wonder if this is just a dream or a vision of the future?

I am known for my wild imagination and oddness.

But the dream of having him as my life partner and being in love and happy is not so strange. Is this what I want?

Yes, it is.

I love you Tom

Goodnight.

 

I know the feeling.