DJMPH
Bluelighter
Cleaning my room today ,,I came across this poem I had wrote a year ago
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I have lost sight ,Of what,My life has become.
No future for me ,Oh why was I so blind.
Lost true love ,So many times.
Was it fear of commitment?
Or have I lost all pride?
For true love , Can only happen,A handful of times
But I always seemed to trow it right back.
With LIES,LIES, OHH Decitful Lies!!
So now I stand here, Many tears I cry.
I have lost sight of my life.
Please I dont want to die!
A lonely man, With great pain in my heart.
I just can't believe, This is how my life is turning out.
So I cry out in silence. For I never shout.
Will I find love again, With inviting arms & hands held out.
Or is this it, A empty life.
Its so scrary to me ,For that all I see in my sight.
To be alone,With a empty heart,Those thoughts of my past loves ,God I want to scream out !
But I remain sane , For I have no doubt.
Emptiness will remain,This is how my life will turn out.
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The sad thing is ,,,,I still feel this way most of the time ,,,I use to write alot ,,But it seems
drugs have just strung me out!!
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I have lost sight ,Of what,My life has become.
No future for me ,Oh why was I so blind.
Lost true love ,So many times.
Was it fear of commitment?
Or have I lost all pride?
For true love , Can only happen,A handful of times
But I always seemed to trow it right back.
With LIES,LIES, OHH Decitful Lies!!
So now I stand here, Many tears I cry.
I have lost sight of my life.
Please I dont want to die!
A lonely man, With great pain in my heart.
I just can't believe, This is how my life is turning out.
So I cry out in silence. For I never shout.
Will I find love again, With inviting arms & hands held out.
Or is this it, A empty life.
Its so scrary to me ,For that all I see in my sight.
To be alone,With a empty heart,Those thoughts of my past loves ,God I want to scream out !
But I remain sane , For I have no doubt.
Emptiness will remain,This is how my life will turn out.
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The sad thing is ,,,,I still feel this way most of the time ,,,I use to write alot ,,But it seems
drugs have just strung me out!!
