Lost inside of..

[frostyangel]

Once there was this little girl
Who wanted to be a part of
what everybody had known.

Who had beautiful dreams of
which she could be.

No Fears,
No Tears

And all of that began to change
through out her years.

Somewhere, something started
to end all those peaceful cheers.

Finding no one worthy enough
to look up to, To give her strength
so she could hold onto that advice
dearly.

Wondering why she always gave
her whole hearted trust to anyone
she would meet.

Little did she know it would only
begin conquer and defeat her
every intentions...

Some people stomped to watch
how much she could bleed, doing
it intentionally, some just to strike
back, for the truth she couldn't hold
inside..and some never gave any
reasons why?

When her heart had began to lead
a cold, unhopeful jagged trail.. she
shut out what even meant the most
to her.

No matter how much or how many
times, she wanted to start over,

something,
someone, would always pull her back
inside.

Was she already too deep in this
disgusting emotion which breathed
Hate?

She wanted to remember the love.
She wanted to feel all the pleasures
She wanted to taste that happiness
she could not endure.
She wanted to end the loneliness.
She wanted to feel real.

Most of all she wanted all of her
friends back.

Gaining everything back which made
her strong as today...

And today she was that little girl who
had to grow up inside of me...

 

[Rollingrrl]

oh sweetie, this is breathtaking. As in I read it out loud and it literally makes me a bit breathless. The feeling and emotion of it speaks loudly. its a very moving piece. *huggles*

 

[neverwas]

She wanted to remember the love.
She wanted to feel all the pleasures
She wanted to taste that happiness
she could not endure.
She wanted to end the loneliness.
She wanted to feel real.

oh angel, what can i say?

i love you. your writting is inspirational and touching. youve managed to write something that i know all to well about and made readable.

*mwah*