And what kind of approaches to recovery/wellness have you tried OP?
What I can definitely guarantee you is that you have waaay more options than you might imagine. And that, even if things have been really hard, you are far more capable than you might realize. Try and keep you head up, the holidays seem like a particularly stressful time of year for pretty much everyone
I appreciate your comment. I have tried a spiritual approach that helped me for about 8 months and a therapeutic approach which helped for 4 months which is amazing. I have attended na before and had a sponser. I have never been to rehab but did a drug court program years ago. I just want that long term sobriety and I cant seem to do it.