Sorry, but the magic is gone, and most likely won't return for a looooooooong time (a good 2-3 years if your lucky)
How can you say this with such certainty?
I abused the SHIT out of MDMA and methamphetamine at the same time, the two are a well known but EXTREMELY neurotoxic combo, and using both at once is MUCH worse than using either alone... so, by extension, I had MUCH more damage done to my brain than the majority of users. 8 months after going through the worst depression of my life, I came out of it completely fine and have had several rolls since then that have been MUCH better than my first rolls.
If I would have made a thread, people would have told me I "lost" the magic and that I should never roll again... I'm glad I didn't fucking listen to them.
People assume once the "magic" is "lost", it's gone for good. No... when you lose the remote, it's still there... you just can't find it. Something similar goes on with MDMA, you're receptors are still there... they have just been overused to the point of almost being useless. Give them ample time to heal (I would say 6 months to a year, to be safe) and make ABSOLUTELY SURE you don't abuse the drug again after that.
Roll, but do it in moderation. Too much of a good thing is bad.. and too much of an AMAZING thing is truly awful.
If I were to roll now, I would have an ORGASMIC time. I've "lost" no "magic".. although my receptors are a bit fried and my body can't take it as well as it used to, 150mg still has me rolling around on the floor for hours petting the concrete and drooling all over myself....... just like it should.
No Molly was magic literally for some reason
It's like fairy dust these days 8) one little sprinkle of the wand, and it's gone for good!!!!
