negrogesic
Bluelight Crew
Some confusing shit
I recently recieved X number of grams of absolutely pure valium powder. Dont PM asking for some or the source, because I will not provide the info.
MY problem with this shit is......well. I have a scale that weighs to the milligram. First i started with more reasonalbe doses like 50mg. I have a pretty high benzo tolerance, even though im not a benzo addict (yet) heavy use. The 50mg worked, but not to my liking. Let me repeat this is pharmaceautil valium is pure. Ive taken up to 350mg, which put my to sleep for a short period, then made me paranoid and slightly psychotic.
The first problem, is huge does dont knock me out, im talking like 250mg. Sure I fall a sleep, and even sleep walk and do all sort of weird shit, but its some weird form of sleep. I ramble to my family, I even made eggs that i had no recolection of making. Why is this depressent causing stimulantion. IS this paradoxical stimulation? Preferabley, I would like to stay in my bed when asleep, not wandering around half asleep eating things and do all sort of crazy. Christ, i thought it was a dopamine antagonist.
Another VERY annoying problem, is that the pharmaceuticla powder has no binders, so when i take capsules, it fucks with my taste buds. I think the binders in regular valium prevent this some where, but taking the pure powder fucks with thing. Everying I taste is bitter, very bitter. Even when i drink water its bitter. Anyone know a way to counter this. I was so disillusioned by this taste problem I was even considering taking it rectal. Problem is valium is not soluble.
Anyone dealt with raw pharms? Particuler valium? Ive been taking this stuff alot, and i only sleep for a few hours at a time. I thought I'd be able to sleep for hours on end,.
I recently recieved X number of grams of absolutely pure valium powder. Dont PM asking for some or the source, because I will not provide the info.
MY problem with this shit is......well. I have a scale that weighs to the milligram. First i started with more reasonalbe doses like 50mg. I have a pretty high benzo tolerance, even though im not a benzo addict (yet) heavy use. The 50mg worked, but not to my liking. Let me repeat this is pharmaceautil valium is pure. Ive taken up to 350mg, which put my to sleep for a short period, then made me paranoid and slightly psychotic.
The first problem, is huge does dont knock me out, im talking like 250mg. Sure I fall a sleep, and even sleep walk and do all sort of weird shit, but its some weird form of sleep. I ramble to my family, I even made eggs that i had no recolection of making. Why is this depressent causing stimulantion. IS this paradoxical stimulation? Preferabley, I would like to stay in my bed when asleep, not wandering around half asleep eating things and do all sort of crazy. Christ, i thought it was a dopamine antagonist.
Another VERY annoying problem, is that the pharmaceuticla powder has no binders, so when i take capsules, it fucks with my taste buds. I think the binders in regular valium prevent this some where, but taking the pure powder fucks with thing. Everying I taste is bitter, very bitter. Even when i drink water its bitter. Anyone know a way to counter this. I was so disillusioned by this taste problem I was even considering taking it rectal. Problem is valium is not soluble.
Anyone dealt with raw pharms? Particuler valium? Ive been taking this stuff alot, and i only sleep for a few hours at a time. I thought I'd be able to sleep for hours on end,.
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