Okay. Long time addict to many things, but first post here. I've got severe pain due to a spinal injury that requires me to take opiates for pain, even though I'm an addict. It sucks. It's a catch 22. Anyway, the doctors have tried different medications over the course of 5 years. It's been a roller coaster. So my most recent doc is actually a NP who, while being sympathetic, is under the thumb of her hard nosed, M.D. boss. I've explained to her that the max dose of 10mg Hydrocodone they have me on is nowhere near covering my pain and the fact that my tolerance is so high after years of use, it's just NOT ENOUGH. But it falls on deaf ears. So every month, I take twice what I'm prescribed and have a relatively functional life during that time. Then.....the cyclic withdrawals and pain until I get my next script. Wash and repeat, ad nauseum. I'm finally to the point I really can't handle another withdrawal and being out of commission for two weeks, so I tried the loperamide route that I read about on here, and it works. It really does. Takes care of almost all the WDs. But after a week, I figured WDs should be over the worst and I knew not to just stop the lope cold turkey, so I experimented by leaving out my nighttime dose of 12mgs. Bad idea. I woke up in the wee hours of the morning in cold sweats and got up nauseous with the unholy runs barfing my brains out. So I've stayed on the lope the second week. Now to the question: When I get my script, should I just be able to start taking the hydros again and drop the lope at once? Any idea of the outcome? Also, I want to give it a hell of a shot taking them as prescribed, not double dosing. Any experience or informed thoughts will be appreciated. And not to sound snotty, but I'd like some intelligent, informed responses from people. Not from people who still think it is all just fun and games. I'm way beyond that point. My getting high for fun days are long over. I'm just trapped in this stupid cycle now and need to maintain responsibly until things can change, like surgical intervention instead of pills being shoved in my face for years. So there it is. Long, but necessary, I think, to fish for some helpful answers.