So I decided to add a hopefully not too long trip report to this thread for anyone interested. I debated on this because of the many people who think this is a placebo effect- that's why it has been a week since I took the large dose of loperamide, but I decided it might help someone bc for me, I personally scour over NUMEROUS trip reports and HR posts before trying something new and appreciate all that I could find whether the results are positive or negative. So here it is:
Last week, Monday night, I had a few beers, nothing excessive but it did put me into a severe opiate craving (the cravings come on occasionally when I drink which is why I've been cutting back). Since I had gotten back into a heroin habit months before I decided to eliminate people, places, and things. Thus, I had nowhere to turn for heroin (thank god for that- it really created problems for me). So in such desperation, and having read something about lope maybe giving a semi-opiate high, I decided to give it a try and in one gulp I downed roughly 60 or so pills around 11pm and fell asleep around 11:30pm due to the sedation of the alcohol, not the lope.
Well, I woke up alil over 4 hours later. Upon waking I instantly noticed that my arms, legs and basically every other muscle in my body were very relaxed and had a very pleasant opiate feeling throughout them (best way to describe it). It was only then that I remembered that I had taken about 120mgs of loperamide a few hours prior. I, to the best of my knowledge, do not get placebo effects. Ever. If anything I get something to the opposite of that. When I take a handful of hydrocodone while having a low opiate tolerance, and if the effects are light, I'll keep brushing them off as a placebo effect bc part of me doesn't want to accept anything other than a full blown high. And these are the times that I take medications or drugs that are well known to be effective.
So I'll wrap this up by saying that after noticing the initial and somewhat intense body high, I had a cigarette, and for those opiate users out there that smoke, you know how an opiate can cause you to smoke 3 or 4 times as much while high. Well that was exactly what happened to me. So I went to work at 7am, was sweating more than usual, smoking every 20-30 minutes, was much more talkative, way less social anxiety, had the body high, and was in an overall better mood. This was real. And I know that because when I woke up feeling high, I had completely forgot for the first few minutes that I had taken the lope just a few hours prior.
Now the shitty part: I wanted that same feeling so a few days later, on friday, I took 65 pills, 130mgs. NOTHING! Well, other than two days of constipation. I don't know how it it worked the first time with the whole blood brain barrier thing but that's my story. Take it or leave it lol.
