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My boyfriend x 5 years started back using meth (I think and pretty sure he took up a job being the guy who picks it up at specified locations...looked through his phone when he appeared to be sleeping on the last night I saw him, just before he split, His personality changed practically overnight, he became angry, cold, secretive, blaming,judgemental, starting lying, real distant and just plain mean. Mean to me. Went off on me telling me how I ruined his life. Went from "I love you" to " "I hate everything about you"within 24 hours. He looked different, his eyes were so different, stone cold like he as possessed. Has been gone 2 weeks, all his stuff is here. He left 400 in the checking acct and over 3000.00 in unpaid bills. He makes excellent money and I don't work. I cant pay the bills, hes shut his phone off......here I am still wondering WYF! He knows were close to having things shut off....gas, power, water. He said before he left he was stashing money. He took off in the truck (unpaid and in my name, past due) I told him if it doesn't get handled Id have to call it in stolen. He said he didn't give a shit and left. WTH is going on???????? I'll listen to anything youre thinking.
 
Before I reached the end of your post I was thinking, yes, call the cops,- he's made off with your vehicle. It's been two wks, you have bills to pay & unfortunately he didn't leave you enough money. Any chance you could find where he stashed cash? Hock any of his possessions?

Sounds like he's in a bad place/grip of meth, can u access the $400? Do whatever you can, though you must be reeling by recent events.

Think long term, you don't know if/when he'll return & how his state of mind will be. He's left you in the lurch & you must look out for no 1.

I'm sorry I can't offer more advice,

Rtp
 
Hi,
Welcome to Bluelight !
Excellent advice above. You also might be interested in the Dark Side. It's listed under Recovery support below right hand side. :)
 
I agree. Call the cops. Have you heard from him at all? The other poster is correct. You must look out for yourself first
 
I hear ya and appreciate what youre sayin...theres more to this....its so bad, like scary bad. I have found names in his browser, its big, like scary big. I'm freakin going WTH. Part of me is going....run The other is thinking, is he out of his mind? Can this drug go that far? Even thought, is he being held (sota speak)??? I don't even know if this makes sense. Its making me KRAZY! I DONT DISCUSS IT WITH ANYONE AROUND HERE. He took off and left all his stuff here. You know when your "guts" your "inner voice" your "6th sense" are screaming "do something now" but I don't know exactly whats going on so I don't know what to do....except lose more sleep. Its freaky and I'm getting there too. You follow? Havent done meth, coke in the past, could that drug cause this much "don't know the word"?????? God help me...and him. No words....no freakn words to describe this crazy shit!!!! UGGGGGG!
 
and....he knows I know stuff, I spilled out some names and phone numbers....he doesn't know how much I know, he just called me crazy and told me to get the hell away from him (????protecting me, idk) He was meaner than I have ever seen, like he was possessed. So I don't know if "the others" know I know stuff and what they will do. He switched phones, but I have access to his old one and am the account holder, I "tricked" it and am getting info, I sorta stole his old phone number if you will and kept it activated. so what I'm saying is I'm still obtaining info...not sure what it means buts its from numbers in different states. My mind cant take this shit anymore....lol...(thank God I can laugh still, think its keepin me sane for now)
 
Thx for your reply...ck out my reply to the other poster....I was a little vague in my original post. :0
 
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