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Did my first meth binge for 4 days last week just to see what it would be like, after reading tons of meth psychosis stories. I really wanted to meet some shadow people. Unfortunately i never did before i ran out of meth. I did see white smoke in the air everywhere i looked some minor distortions and color changing.

What did surprise me was how clear headed you are even on day 4 due to the meth, no anxiety either, i did keep a regular water and food pattern though, i think that helps a shit load.
 
Did five days on meth. I remember I couldn't walk legs were shaking that bad. on the fifth night I was waving to thd alien monster in my room and he waved back. at least I made friends with the shadow people.
 
48 hours on ethylphenidate, then 12 hours sleep and a 36 hour binge straight after to finish off my 3 grams. was seeing shadow people, doing 200mg lines and getting a very minimal buzz from it but i couldnt stop until it all went. that shit is the most fiendish thing i have ever done.
 
I have been on a four day binge with three full nights of NO sleep. The last day I saw lots of pattterns, and heard lots of phantom conversations and music. I think I had sex in up in the forest a few times...

I mainly pushed myself to the outer limits of how long I can stay how high... and I totally enjoyed myself, staying awake and very stoned at the same time for so long. I saw such interesting things. I wish I could describe them. I know I took a risk but the experience and the change of perspective was an important piece of the puzzle for me.
 
lol took a shit ton of dexedrine to go on a homework binge, stayed up for 75+ hours, it got so scary though, started seeing shadow people and hearing things. it was fucked.
 
105 hours, on stress alone, back in 2005. No drugs, no bs. By day 4 I was hallucinating badly. Even after that hideous sleep deprivation I only slept 8 hours. I cant begin to describe how hellish it gets past 72 hours. Probably like a datura trip w/o the drymouth.
 
2 or 3 nights in a row on Benzedrex. I took it at 6PM yesterday and didn't sleep and I've been orally absorbing 27mg Concerta the past 4 hours.
 
8 days. Manic episode of Bi-Polar, no words can describe the psychoses which develop, insects everywhere, cameras following me, chased by the CIA, tin-foil hats, messages from Satan encrypted into bus tickets.
 
probably 4 days. might have been longer. but it was over a time where that was the norm and then I would crash for a day or so and do it all over again. Not a good way to live. Of course - meth
 
TheTwighlight said:
Well, it was really bad. The police got involved because my parents called them. I literally had a psychotic break, and was getting really violent and I was ready to fucking. kill. someone. Although I don't remember a whole lot from the few years before that, I do remember the mindset and some of the psychotic thoughts and patterns in my mind. It was very fucked up and I never want to ever feel that way again. I believe I felt like someone who had been pushed to the point of a brutal mall shooting, not caring if it kills them.

I came off of methamphetamine, dextroamphetamine, oxycontin, fentanyl, alprazolam, clonazepam, gabapentin, & zolpidem all at once. I do not believe anyone in my family, nor the police, nor my friends, really understood the implications of danger this kind of detoxification & withdrawal was going to cause. I ended up at a friend's apartment, who laid out a sleeping bag for me next to the couch and tv on one side of his place. I had to be carried up the stairs to his place, and that was when the w/d had barely even begun (I was 93 lbs).
As far as the benzos go, I was prescribed 16mg Klonopin/day and 2-3mg Xanax/day, plus I was buying bars from my dealers and adding anywhere from 20-40mg Xanax on top of what I was already prescribed.

I could not ever really put into words what that withdrawal was like. No words could do that horrible, terrifying, extremely painful experience justice. I couldn't get up, to stand and try to walk, for 3 1/2 weeks. I thought I was going to die, literally. I actually can't believe I made it through that alive. I don't care what anyone else's belief is; I personally believe God was not through with me, I had more to do.
All I can do these days is try to tell people who ask me about drugs, and who are curious, what I went through.

P.S. - To reiterate the addictive nature of benzodiazepines (which I'm sure you understand), AFTER ALL I WENT THROUGH, I went right back to benzos again. It went on for another ~6 years. I am now free from them; I am no longer drawn by the tempting sirens.
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8o wow. I'm really glad you're still alive and here today! :)
 
Got drunk in the middle of no where with some friends, declined a lift home so a buddy and I walked back in the morning. It took us about 16 hours to get home (it was only about 23 miles but across moors) and then we went out again that night. Reckon it was about 44 hours awake, half the time sober, half drunk.
 
Never cleared 8 days, but been there on countless occasions. Got 4 sleeps in the whole of January! due to meph binging. The devil itself MDPV was the first thing that showed me staying up that long is possible. Chronic fatigue quickly follows this kind of behaviour as you can imagine.
 
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