Crystal Meth(Ice) with pip.
Got a G (Midday) Friday and smoked 6 through to Tuesday. No sleep or food, only liquid I remember is 6 JackDaniels cand. Always find it difficult to chew and the thought of eating doesn't even cross my mind when on it. Shadows(curtains swaying, shadows gliding through the air), blurred vision & paranoia started early into Tuesday night..freaked out n turned lights off inside, deleted fb/hotmail & all social apps (incl. games that play against real ppl) from phone convinced i had a stalker(a guy I met during this) ..locked house up n checked for gaps in curtains.. ? Started shaking around midnight n it got prettybad. I'd never heard of it happen and i actually thought i was going to die lol! It was really hard to focus and get back to reality, really had to push myself to think and see what was happening (and had happened) Finally googled "shakes when smoking meth", n ended up on this site n seen its cos I hadn't eaten! Layed on couch and forced myself to eat pizza, whilst pushing my feet hard as possible to the end of couch to stop my legs from shaking heavily (bouncing). After about an hour or so it stopped n I fell asleep! Woke up 8hrs later scattered as f**k, but other than that, not too bad. Still had the other ones there.... It's now 5am Thurs & i've written a whole chapter for you guys lmao but I've learnt 3 things !
1. I have zero willpower, so no more G's!
2. Have to eat!
3. Simply don't do such a stretch again. Ever!!
Sorry if this is too long, I haven't posted here before (except for the test thing).
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