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I have long used bluelight for my own harm reduction and cant thank you guys enough for all the valuable information I have gained through the years. I now want to be part of the community and feel I can give some back for all I have recieved!
Little about me. Just turned 30 years old and keep my partying to a minimum as I'm entering a professional career. Recently diagnosed with ADD without hyperactivity and I'm on daily regime of 10mg Adderall twice daily(which I dont take daily but do overindulge once a week). I also self medicate with a well know theodiazapine (sp?). This is really only concern I have with my current drug usage but find it COMPLETELY levels me out.
Anyways I'm thrilled to be joining you guys and if anyone can relate to my condition I would love feedback!
-the FonkEmonkE

After reading new member rules I just want to point out I am not looking to discuss any drug related questions in this post. More so introduction and if anybody wants to share ADD experience as I'm new to the condition.
 
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Hey there! I'm new to this too. Found blue light when I was trying to look up info for MDMA as I tried it just last night and feel odd today. I don't have ADD, but I have bipolar. I smoke almost everyday, I od'd on xanax a month ago yesterday and went into a behavioral hospital. Got out about three weeks ago and am starting a group therapy program to help with my emotional attacks. Although, I don't want to stop smoking, I have to for the program. I'm open minded, nonjudgmental, and am very good at giving advice in the mental health area. Not too much on drugs as I've only smoked and did xanax. MDMA is new to me and look forward to trying more new drugs. ?✌ Btw, my name is Madisyn and I'm 18.
 
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Hey there! I'm new to this too. Found blue light when I was trying to look up info for MDMA as I tried it just last night and feel odd today. I don't have ADD, but I have bipolar. I smoke almost everyday, I od'd on xanax a month ago yesterday and went into a behavioral hospital. Got out about three weeks ago and am starting a group therapy program to help with my emotional attacks. Although, I don't want to stop smoking, I have to for the program. I'm open minded, nonjudgmental, and am very good at giving advice in the mental health area. Not too much on drugs as I've only smoked and did xanax. MDMA is new to me and look forward to trying more new drugs. ?✌ Btw, my name is Madisyn and I'm 18.
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Hi madi and welcome :)
The post above yours applies to you aswell so yeah, feel free to ask for help if you need to,
 
Yeah I would imagine mdma would have some negative post day hangover issues for most, especially if you have been diagnosed bipolar. Altering brain chemistry through drugs can be very shaky ground for all of us suffering from any number of psychological issues. I know any drug that speeds me up tends to make me a bit psychotic on the come down with out some sort of bezo to smooth the experience. I think it's great you are going to therapy! You are still so young with plenty of time to get your mental health to a good place. I would really encourage you to caution yourself in self drug exploration with your condition. I have family members that are bipolar and from my experience illicit drugs can greatly exacerbate your condition very quickly and lead to a massive road block in your recovery. I don't want to preach to you and completely understand your desire to experiment. Only you can way those risk rewards. Feel free to PM me as well.
 
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