Been&Done
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 12, 2010
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- 235
I wish i have found a way to moderately use H, but i didn't because simply there isn't!
I did H for 10 YEARS straight (smoking at start then sniffing for 8 years) The only reason i didn't live in the streets, is that throughout this LONG time, i was working and paying my whole monthly salary on H. To quit, i had to relocate and start Subutex again. Almost 2.5 months now, and life keeps getting better...but bare in mind that i was one lucky S.O.B, others have either passed, jailed or institutionalized! You really don't know what you're getting yourself into. Please think before diving head first...it's a long dark way as it's posted above. Plus, scoring and consuming H will be all you have in mind. Trust me, u don't want to go there. Enjoy life, and if you want to do drugs, do it recreational and do NOT form a habit. An H habit stays in one's mind for a loooong time, and in many cases, it never leaves you. Be smart.
In my case, feeling again was a blessing. On h, you're just bareley alive, never too happy, never too sad. Emotions are blocked by brain chemicals and life becomes gray. Anything you used to enjoy will become secondary to feeding your addiction, if you keep doing them at all!
Strange to find myself preaching about the dangers of H...coming from me! I hope i learned my lesson and learned it well, and wouldn't want to see this or worse (or much worse) happen to ANYONE! Enjoy life and what it has to offer.
(I didn't mean to sound like a parent, but they were right)
I did H for 10 YEARS straight (smoking at start then sniffing for 8 years) The only reason i didn't live in the streets, is that throughout this LONG time, i was working and paying my whole monthly salary on H. To quit, i had to relocate and start Subutex again. Almost 2.5 months now, and life keeps getting better...but bare in mind that i was one lucky S.O.B, others have either passed, jailed or institutionalized! You really don't know what you're getting yourself into. Please think before diving head first...it's a long dark way as it's posted above. Plus, scoring and consuming H will be all you have in mind. Trust me, u don't want to go there. Enjoy life, and if you want to do drugs, do it recreational and do NOT form a habit. An H habit stays in one's mind for a loooong time, and in many cases, it never leaves you. Be smart.
In my case, feeling again was a blessing. On h, you're just bareley alive, never too happy, never too sad. Emotions are blocked by brain chemicals and life becomes gray. Anything you used to enjoy will become secondary to feeding your addiction, if you keep doing them at all!
Strange to find myself preaching about the dangers of H...coming from me! I hope i learned my lesson and learned it well, and wouldn't want to see this or worse (or much worse) happen to ANYONE! Enjoy life and what it has to offer.
(I didn't mean to sound like a parent, but they were right)
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