Talk about dodging a bullet...
I don't even know if this is the right place for this thread or not.
Ok, earlier I took 2mg of Xanax (which isn't enough to get SUPER high, but it is enough to make me feel good). I then had 2 small rum and cokes right when I took it. Also fine for me to do with this dose.
Well, well I was hanging out with my mom, we ended up getting sandwiches, and came home. When we got home I mixed the cup of soda I got with more rum, because I wasn't feeling the Xanax as strong as I wanted.
Here's where I got worried, I woke up on the chair in the living room, 3 hours later, with the same (pre-recorded) TV show still playing. I thought I had just fallen asleep. However I still had a FULL glass of my rum mixture next to me. Thinking it was just the one I made from earlier, I just chugged it down and went back to bed. (mmm, good sleep too

)
Then I suddenly woke up... I couldn't remember if I had eaten the pickle that came with my sandwich or not. Then I noticed that the rum was siting OPEN on my computer desk, and there wasn't as much in it as I remember. I checked the fridge and the bottle of cherry coke I had was also a LOT more empty than it should be. I had just opened it that day, and only poured myself about

z out of it total... and it was half empty now.
So now I'm worrying if I had actually BLACKED out in front of my mom, instead of just passed out, and started pouring myself more drinks. Now I took a low dose of both the Xanax and the rum, so this didn't make sense, but who knows, maybe it just hit me weird. So I did an experiment.
I had opened and drank some of the rum last night when I was hanging out with my buddies... plus the rum in the soda from the sandwich place, did JUST about equal what I had used...
I then went and took the cardboard cup from the sandwich shop filled it with water and dumped it into a glass... and sure enough, that place the rum that would have been in there would equal the amount of liquid that was in my full drink when I had woken up.
One last thing to check. Go up to my mom "Hey, did <my sister> drink my cherry coke?"... "Oh yeah! She had a glass when we got back, is that ok?"
PHEW!!!!! YAY! I didn't black out... I DID just dose off watching TV... and not remembering finishing my lunch was just a small memory lapse caused by the fact that I fell asleep immediately afterwards.
It would have been bad if I was stumbling around in that state in front of my mom....