does this go here?
dunno if this goes here but its about drugs (and friends) so oh twell
k i need some advice, serious advice. ok i was at a party at this girls lakehouse in some distant land in rural Illinois (sandwhich, il) last frdiay...basically drank and did some heroin along with some clonazepam and a smidge of cocaine ,anyways I was fine for quite a while and then I went for a ride with two of my friends, like two people I'd consider very good friends. well i dont even remember getting into the car as i'd blacked out much earlier but my friend was driving drunk and got stuck between a lampost and a fire hydrant. he obviously wanted to avoid a dui, it was i think 2 or 3 am and it would have been painfully obvious so my two friends had planned to flee. i obviously was unable to walk, stand, let alone flee, and thus they left me in the car. they planned to come back and get me with another usable car, and didnt know i had a few bags in my pocket. this seems somewhat benign, it wasnt an actual "crash", it wasn't like they crashed and left me there. but anyways i ended up waking up around 7 am in the hospital with a tube in my dick getting shot up with narcan. i got hypothermia from being in the cold (even tho i dont recall it being that cold) and frostbite as well somehow. on top of this a cop seized my cell phone and its now in some county two hours away and i doubt ill see it again so im completely disconnected from everyone and had every important number ever in that phone. on top of this im on probation and not sure if somehow ill get cited for this and on top of that i was damn close to dying.
so what would you think about your friends? i was pissed when i woke up and the hopsital staff was like your friend got into an accident and ran off. but i do understand that he had to avoid a dui and it wasnt really a "crash" or anything and he maintained that after they walked back to this girls house that they went trying to find the car and come get me and had no success.
so what do i do?