like a dog out of a gate....

[Bunyip]

...Hi guys and gals, i'm a long time reader of the forums, and thought id finally get involved in the sharing AND seeing as though the majority of you peeps are the equivalent of my e-therapist at times i thought id kick it off with a question...

what is the deal with my inhibitions totally.....NOT BEING THERE??

i am faithful to my long term GF, and love her to pieces, but when we roll together in a group scenario i feel the need to (and often do) lock lips with everyone within reach, her best friends, sisters, strangers etc., i say inappropriate things regardless of who is around. GF is understanding and says i just need to focus on something else while rolling but at the time nothing else seems as important as sharing and intimate moment with everyone.

has this caused problems for anyone else?

 

[Raven SWE]

Wow that sucks man... At least your gf seems to be very understanding. I'm pretty chilled on mdma and not very horny so I can't really compare. I think the setting might have a lot to do with it, are you doing it at home / house party?
I only take mdma when I go to raves, where the main focus for me is the music (I LIVE for it), so girls are only there as pretty faces, and if they wanna chew on my mouth for a while that's cool but not my goal. If I was chilling with some friends I can see how I might act differently cause I think everyone looks AMAZING when I'm rolling :D
If you haven't already, try going to a good drum and bass or electro / techno club while rolling, you might see things differently (y)

 

[Bunyip]

Thanks Raven, its almost always been a house party setting, and now that you mention it, the few festivals we have attended while rolling, whilst still admiring everyone, the inhibitions didn't totally get thrown out the door.

its a running joke within our group of friends, and i just dont want it to get to the stage where someone flips out, because i cant ever imagine upsetting someone while sharing something we obviously love to do together....its not really even a intercourse urge...more an intimacy thing, if that makes sense.?.?

 

[Raven SWE]

Haha I do know what you mean. I met this girl at a rave on Saturday, I just saw her and stopped her in her tracks and said the first thing that came out of my mouth: Do I know you? Anything to get her to talk to me, and it worked, we hit it off in minutes and I spent almost all night with her, just kissing and stuff, very nice and intimate, but I had no intentions of anything further than that. I just wanted to share a beautiful moment with a girl who I thought at the time was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen (she looked very surprised when I told her this, and her low self esteem made me very sad and made me want to treat her like a princess all nigth lol)
And don't worry about your friends, if they are true friends they will stick by your side. My friends laugh about me all the time cause when we smoke weed I start talking really in depth about nonsense, and I stress out BIG TIME if something is not running smoothly coming up to a rave (regarding supply of drugs, tickets, or anything really)