Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
My continued existence is worse than death, yet I still live on...
Trying to force apathy upon myself to replace my depression with numbness.
I tell myself that it’s worked, that I don’t feel anything anymore…
But deep down, I know that I’ll never be anything resembling “positive”.
Life is my coffin and it’s time to shut the lid.
One final action and this will all end…
I can’t fight the inevitable, so I embrace it…
Embrace suicide.
I want to die alone and cold, hating myself for every moment of hope that I ever had...
Trying to force apathy upon myself to replace my depression with numbness.
I tell myself that it’s worked, that I don’t feel anything anymore…
But deep down, I know that I’ll never be anything resembling “positive”.
Life is my coffin and it’s time to shut the lid.
One final action and this will all end…
I can’t fight the inevitable, so I embrace it…
Embrace suicide.
I want to die alone and cold, hating myself for every moment of hope that I ever had...