But seriously though, real talk, does anyone have a better reason than that for why life
why = because
as long as you can balance the two you stop wondering why
it aint a answer that you are looking for in your head it just becomes a experience
life is a experience, you did not wonder about it when you were a kid, you just played along, you simply were, and the universe simply is
but as im saying that im inevitably pushing my own perspective of what is, and it aint about that
it aint about me or anyone else answer
its about your own experience, but then i need to go back to its not about this, this is my own version im pushing on you, but then im not, you are the one reading it, you are the one looking for answer in it, you are the one giving sense to my words
so it doesnt matter what the universe is is as much as it isnt
you make it all up, all the time, and you change all the time, and you always create new reality of what is
so you will always create a new why, and a new because so which came first, the egg or the chicken ?
as long as you believe a paradox is something to be answered you will not grasp the meaning of the paradox
as someone once said "the purpose of the universe is to just not let you know"
for me its all about balance, but balance isnt a dead end, it aint a dot on a line, it aint standing still, you never get there but you always do, because you are always in motion, it becomes a matter of quality of motion, like is i say it aint about the destination its about the road trip, you might wonder where is the road trip going, well the road trip itself is the destination
or as homer would say : "Beer: The cause of, and solution to all of life's problems"
its a constant flow, its a experience where everything
always changes but that
never change
so im pushing my own agenda here but it aint about what im saying its about what you are doing, not what i mean but what you are creating out of yourself
you are the universe creating meaning out of language,
like how a computer will create codes, its all 1010101001100101 all over the place, thats what the universe does, it creates code, but then at random it created sequence that happens to be us right here being able to self reflect, and we do such by creating codes, its all language, you are language creating more language
and we give meaning to language, meaning is like the repetition of a signature
of a certain pattern of being
we try to reproduce what feels good
thats the whole point of life, on a biological level its survival, we avoid what feels bad, we go towards the light, and you can see the light as a metaphor for god, for en
lightment, but it all goes back to the sun, without the sun there would be no life on earth, so the light is life, the light is energy and with no energy we die, life started with the earth being a rock in relation with the sun, the rays from the sun would hit the earth on all side and what got real hot during the day got cold during the night, the earth is turning so that the top of mountain are filled with snow while the center of the earth is full of lava
but that lava wasnt there in the begining, its through all that heat that we ended up with liquid rock, particle got divided and transformed into something else, which eventually created volcanoes, because the lighter particle wanted to go back towards the sun
heat goes up
but then that created water all over the place, you can sea rock turning into sand which is refine rocks, turning into water, which is refine sand, it gets smaller and smaller and more refine, lighter, lighter to a point where its starts to fly back towards the sun, because the earth is following the sun around the galaxy, the earth is really heavy but a little drop of water that got charge with heat (sun energy) will raise up, its call evaporation, but then since the earth is turning the vapor will get caught up in earth gravitational pull and starts to go east and eventually it gets farther away until it condense, loose its energy, and falls back down as rain
you do that for billions of year and then you get "intelligent" water
because that water will divide itself, it will get polarized in a millions of different way, it will develop energy pattern, and out of the infinity of particle and of the billions of years of water evolution youll get water that randomly got organized as unicellular organism
tho there is step before that but anyway, then begins life on earth i guess you know that story
fish monkey humans...
then what, we got hypnotize by fire, thats our first attraction, invention,
eventually came electricity, and eventually this rock transformed itself into some kind of very refine rock very sensible to energy that moved around and got on the moon...
why did we do it, well because it felt good,
"The aim of the game is to feel, real, good." - Leary
the whole idea of getting to the sun is cause we are matter and we are attracted to energy
energy is motion
it makes things move around, and out of randomness something will end up being organize in a self reproducing manner that makes it possible to self replicate
but then what is evolution, how does it happen
its both natural selection and mutation
genetic mutation happens due to energy wave fucking up the replication process and weeee we end up with funny looking creature all over the place...
why the fuck im i telling that story again...
o yeah: to feel good
survival is all about energy, energy feels good because it gave us life and we are trying to preserve that
god is full of "love" and its suppose to fill you with happiness
god is the light, may your heart be light,
lifting up your spirit...
contrary to
falling asleep, falling(down) in love(up) (sexual love, physical love)
up and down as metaphor are imo related to water going up n down
having energy feels good and creating new ways to get there is what we do
we try to give new meaning for the sake of getting closer to god, closer to a feeling of en-light-ment
what is meaning, its a way to organize stuff that connects us with where we are going, where we came from, what its all about
and its all about a rock floating in space and its relation to a ball of energy
its all particle of matter going towards the light to then become the light
like if you put wood in a fire it will evaporate
the earth is trying to get to the sun, and then if it did it would evaporate
it would go up or well lets say away in the opposite direction at the speed of light until it like water it starts to loose its energy
so once its at the other end of the universe it come back falling down as matter
to then eventually reach another sun,
its all a eternal back and forth where time transform itself into matter to then re-transform itself into energy
its the space time continuum, the matter spirit continuum,
time - energy(+) - spirit vs space - energy(-) - matter
and that back and forth is suppose to feel good between her legs, you aint suppose to think about oh, im gonna put my hand there and then ill do this...
you are suppose to be in the moment, its a experience not a
analysis
but you can analyze as much as you want for the sake of creating better experience, but if you get caught
up in it, it will bring you
down
so you creat meaning as you go along, meaning is what you are, you are made up of meaning that self duplicate itself, we are languagezor languaging language
we create creator creatoresque, labrico dee cabrac 1010010100101001010
we randomize, we create new form, new ways, new meaning,
meaning is a quality of time
non-sense implies a lack of, a emptiness
silence is a quality of space
we are trying to reach the sun within
to create the universe
to feel good
