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Dgentleman86758

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Hello everyone,
This is actually my first post here, but I felt the need to share my story. A friend and I were going out of town to see two different shows. I brought 1.5 g of Molly with me to ensure a good time. The first show I went to was good but that was not the life changing night. The next day after the first show we drove to next city to watch Bassnectar. We arrive at the venue so I decide to eat the Molly before going in. I ate a little less than a gram. About 0.8. Before we even get inside it hits me quote nicely. Walking towards the stage I feel as if I am walking on an angelic cloud. The roll starts hitting me way more nice and I start dancing and flowing with the music. Something happened during this roll that has not happened to me before with past experiences. I start heavily reflecting on some vices in my life and thinking about how they impact my life. The last sentence pertains to my drinking. In combination with the music, inner self reflection, and the environment it was like an ethereal message sent from the heaven. It may sound lame but it was like a religious experience. The next day I felt refreshed and good. The thought of drinking makes me sick. Even Heineken, which is my favorite. Has anyone had similar experiences where a roll very much impacted the fabric of who you are as an individual? Thanks for any feedback!
 
A powerful substance to say the least. I have experienced similiar situations on psychadelics, never an Mdxx. Was this a close friend or a newley aquired aquaintence ? Sounds like you had a life-changing experience, and fortunateley a good one ! %)
 
Dgentleman86758 said:
Hello everyone,
This is actually my first post here, but I felt the need to share my story. A friend and I were going out of town to see two different shows. I brought 1.5 g of Molly with me to ensure a good time. The first show I went to was good but that was not the life changing night. The next day after the first show we drove to next city to watch Bassnectar. We arrive at the venue so I decide to eat the Molly before going in. I ate a little less than a gram. About 0.8. Before we even get inside it hits me quote nicely. Walking towards the stage I feel as if I am walking on an angelic cloud. The roll starts hitting me way more nice and I start dancing and flowing with the music. Something happened during this roll that has not happened to me before with past experiences. I start heavily reflecting on some vices in my life and thinking about how they impact my life. The last sentence pertains to my drinking. In combination with the music, inner self reflection, and the environment it was like an ethereal message sent from the heaven. It may sound lame but it was like a religious experience. The next day I felt refreshed and good. The thought of drinking makes me sick. Even Heineken, which is my favorite. Has anyone had similar experiences where a roll very much impacted the fabric of who you are as an individual? Thanks for any feedback!
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Psychadelics are well known to induce a state of heavy introspection. I have had similar experiences as have many others here.

How long has it been since you rolled? It may just be because you ate a shitload of molly? How often do you roll? .8 grams is an obscenely high dose tbh
 
So you ate nearly a gram just before you went in? Thats a hell of alot to do in a short space of time
 
i use the general assumption that if someone is talking molly and 500mg+ doses theyre getting methylone im sure 500mg MDMA in a night would be mildly uncomfortable at the very least
 
A gram is a lot to take. Purity is definitely of your concern here.
1g of mdma i can get would probably kill me no lie.
 
800mg of MDMA would have you overheating, blacking out and talking deliriously.
 
that's some cut to shit mdma, holy fuck i didn't know mandy got stepped on that bad in some parts of the world.
 
Regardless if the molly was not pure or not, the OP thought it was, and decided to take 800mg. Why would you take that much? More is not better at that rate, not to mention a waste of money and tax on your brain.
 
i've seen people take 500mg+ at once

they can't talk, or walk, or have any idea where they are/what's going on around them.
 
To be fair I've a mate with pretty strong tolerance, who boshes 3 250mg bombs of crystal on a night out, and this isn't cut stuff, I'm from the UK. He's usually found eyes rolling in to the back of his head, arms roughly flailing to the music and a stupid grin on his face.

He's alive though
 
the typical experience that the majority of people (e.g. casual/occasional users) have with powder molly is something in the neighborhood of 25-50% pure with it leaning to the 25% side lately.... so yea 200 mg of molly sounds about right for the experience he had...

and to OP... glad to hear your experience went so well... thats awesome... i roll often so its rare that i have an experience on that level (the rocked off your ass/ catharsis level,lol) but when i do its just amazing... on the same subject its rare that you hear about people having majorly altered psychology due to MDMA.. as noted this is more often seen with psychadelics like shrooms of LSD, but I can attest that one of the results of rolling for me has been a permanent increase in empathy overall that has not abated even when i do not roll for many weeks...
 
800mg wtf...

thats total mental-frying right there...

id say past 220mg for a first drop is pushing it. the speakers i got test 200-220mg.
1 whole one of those has so many people floored (usually in a good way- not beginners tho!).
a few 10mg can make a huge difference on a roll. i cant imagine 230 let alone 250 on first drop.

i'd do MAX 400mg (as in double drop, which i know is seen as a no no) and even then thats pushing it.

i go for a comfortable 300-350mg in a day or nights sesh.
 
Leaving aside the question of the quantity, I'd say yes, mdma is like that. It can have a big impact on how you feel about yourself.
Work with the insights it gives you. Cherish those first ones, they won't come through so strongly later on.
 
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