Letter to Myself Two Hours Ago

[jeebus13]

I feel
like I've been
CARRYING
all this fear around
like it was
some sort of
walking stick...
like I could lean on it
and it would
SUPPORT
me...
But I fell
FLAT
one time too many


Now, I could try to grab something else and run infinite tests for strength and durability and rationalize my lovely, lovely little life away,
or I could kick destiny in the balls and LET GO

for once
and maybe for all...
I can see my choice
but not past it
and definitely not through
I think the word is bird.
Time to fly away
and just
BE
for as long as I can

as long as you let me

Please let me...

 

[Dastrix Slogan]

Nicely done! I like the way it breaks in the middle too. I should write a letter like this to myself (and force myself to read it as well).