So, this is me, x216. I've had a few recent google searches direct me this way, plus a good friend mentions the forum a bit, so I figured I'd check it out.
I guess I've grown out of most of my bad habits, or maybe just no longer have the same access, I dunno... Back in ths days I had issues with alcohol & coke, but I was always able to drop the habits as fast as I'd picked them up, (only to pick them up again some time). THEN I hurt my back... Pill addiction was insane! never came across anything so powerful. Wow...
Nowadays, I don't really use much, besides maintaining, I rarely get a 'feel-good' buzz... Kind of depressing, but I believe I have a remaining tolerance that won't die that's some sort of residual leftover side-effect from my days over doctor-shopping & using over 1000mg of oxycodone a day. (sigh)
What am I doing here? Hell I dunno. Drug talk is hell, it intrigues me for some reason. But it sure isn't something you can simply 'chew the fat' with just anyone about, now is it? Anyways, I like to talk what I know, AND what I don't, ya know? What's new, how's this work, what's it do, etc... So here I am.
I guess I've grown out of most of my bad habits, or maybe just no longer have the same access, I dunno... Back in ths days I had issues with alcohol & coke, but I was always able to drop the habits as fast as I'd picked them up, (only to pick them up again some time). THEN I hurt my back... Pill addiction was insane! never came across anything so powerful. Wow...
Nowadays, I don't really use much, besides maintaining, I rarely get a 'feel-good' buzz... Kind of depressing, but I believe I have a remaining tolerance that won't die that's some sort of residual leftover side-effect from my days over doctor-shopping & using over 1000mg of oxycodone a day. (sigh)
What am I doing here? Hell I dunno. Drug talk is hell, it intrigues me for some reason. But it sure isn't something you can simply 'chew the fat' with just anyone about, now is it? Anyways, I like to talk what I know, AND what I don't, ya know? What's new, how's this work, what's it do, etc... So here I am.
