leaving

[beanpoophead]

welcome to the uptown
the look of silence in your eyes
because its not your heart
and you'd give anything
to leave this place
but it all just holds you back

laid down crying
escaping loves lost hope
the one you bid in her
and the one you want back
except running isnt the answer
leaves you empty, no looking behind

carrying that cross
will never be the answer
but you dont know it now
and im too afraid to tell you
exactly what you mean
to me

if everything was perfect
it would be in a fucked up way
giving away our treasures
replacing them with pain
but it wont be sweet
not like any kind of candy cane

staring at my ceilling
wishing on every shooting star
just to know
whatever you are thinking
the wonder drug, you said
and i remember, your leaving me behind

 

[beanpoophead]

^^^^

hehehehe just wanted to add that im now dating the boy that i wrote that about. cos i dont know, i thought wed never be anything. NOW WE ARE :D