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Does controlling yourself on MDMA become easier with time or do you just learn to not care? I've rolled only a few times and I always feel slightly alienated like I'm the odd one out and acting like a retard, I have random outbursts of dancing or talking too much and because of this I seem to prefer Mephedrone or 4-fa for clubbing because I can control myself much better.

What gives? Do I need to just double/triple drop and not know what happening but be in pure euphoria for 5 hours or does mdma just get more controllable with experience ?

My usual dosage is 120mg and 30mg snorted after I peak.
 
id say its a bit of both with experience you learn to control yourself but you also learn not to give a shit and then the experience becomes a better experience. the best way to look at it, is if everyone else is on it with you then they aint gona be bothered if your bouncing of walls, or flying across the dance floor :P as long as your having a good time..... you just gota live for the moment.... and i woulnt say double or triple drop jst do enuff till you feel comfortbly fucked and it works a treat every time
 
Never really given a shit tbh and i've kissed strangers and all sorts. Its all part of the fun.
 
yeah jus have fun! stop worrying about what everyone else thinks. personally i never give fuck what everyone thinks when im rollin good lol.
 
With me it took experience. I used to say things I regreted the next day, but dont anymore. Other then that just do whatever you feel like doing, as long as you dont think you will regret it later. If you are with other people rolling, then they will not look at you like like are doing anything strange.
 
Isn't that part of it all, the fact you can let go, an just feel everyone's vibes.

Who gives a hoot if you talk a bit to much, or run around dancing like a mad man. Don't worry about it.

Your better being ultra chatty and dancey, then someone who over does ket at a rave and just ends up looking like a k-holed zombie, slurring his words and giving the bouncers a hard time when he's not allowed in (this guy got in, but mannnn had he overdone it, looked like he'd been on the piss for 12hours). To which I just found funny, he was a sound guy. 8)
 
k-heads every where these days lost in that hole lol never really seen the point in getting that deep in a rave :/
 
yeah ket doesnt look like something i would do at a party/rave/event. maybe just chillin at the house with some friends id try a little. but theres no way im goin in one of those k holes....that looks and sounds kinda scary yo.
 
BruceLeeSwag said:
Does controlling yourself on MDMA become easier with time or do you just learn to not care? I've rolled only a few times and I always feel slightly alienated like I'm the odd one out and acting like a retard, I have random outbursts of dancing or talking too much and because of this I seem to prefer Mephedrone or 4-fa for clubbing because I can control myself much better.

What gives? Do I need to just double/triple drop and not know what happening but be in pure euphoria for 5 hours or does mdma just get more controllable with experience ?

My usual dosage is 120mg and 30mg snorted after I peak.
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Just enjoy yourself fuck what everyone else thinks, that used to be my train of thought anyway lol.

Mdma is all about letting go and breaking down barriers,
In fact i think that mdma (as long as its not stupid doses) makes people more closer to the way they usually are/ when they was younger etc.
 
see i think a really great roll is one where i *dont* have so much control... sort of like a roller coaster ride, lol... i am just normally a very on-point and in control guy so when i roll normally i still have a great time but rolling manifests itself by giving me the super-ego. (e.g. going up to girls and getting them to come with me just because my ego wants it.. so its like it becomes a game to see how much control i have over people...) but when i really have a great roll even that goes away and i just can dance around like goof and have a blast...
 
OP, the things you described are very normal, things get out of control very quickly once people are off their head, it's so random and funny. A friend of mine was doing hand stands on the balcony 48th floor of a high rise apartment building once, that was definitely retarded, but you shouldn't feel anxious or bad for dancing or talking too much.

So just let go and just enjoy yourself. It doesn't matter what other people think, if they are worrying all the time, judging, trying to sum up the situation or control it, everything is less fun.
 
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