On the next full moon I'll be taking my last dose of MDMA/MDA ever. I have maybe 150-200mg left total out of a batch I've been saving for over a decade now. I would really like to do it with someone else but I'm going to take it alone.
If you had one last roll what would you do? I plan to go hiking but trying to think of other fun stuff to do while I'm there. My plan is to take it once I reach the top of a local mountain. Then I'm going to sit up there, take a re-dose and stay for 3-4 hours (maybe longer). Going to bring old ipod with some music I want to hear on MDMA for the last time.
I'm still hoping that someone random might meet me on the trail and I can gift them 100mg so I can roll with someone else. Whomever is there and willing when I start the 10 mile hike up going to have a lucky day I guess. Plan on smoking a bunch of weed (haven't smoked in months) and take some kratom on the come down.
I'm hopeful I'll figure some stuff out along the way. This drug has always been kind to me. I wish I would have taken it socially more often. I think this will be my 5th or 6th time taking it alone. Wish I could take my cat along but I'm terrified he'd get lost and he hates riding in cars. I don't think I'll ever be able to find MDMA/MDA of this quality again. I lost the connection I had for it locally. I wish I would have saved some more instead of wasting some on alone trips at home at night. I'm making a point to take it during the day/sunset this time. Last time I did that it was really really nice.
After this is gone it's the last of my "hard drugs". I finished off the last of my LSD a year or two ago now (bottle wash). I ate the last of the shrooms. All the RCs I saved up are long gone (wish I would have saved the 5-meo-mipt and not given away so much of the other stuff). No more DPT or DMT either. I had a large supply and I gave most of my shit away for free (save the DPT). If I'd known MXE would vanish I would have saved the grams of the stuff I handed out for nothing.
Going to stay drug free for awhile and wait to see if run into a group of like minded users again in the future. Wouldn't even know where to start looking for them these days no idea where the parties are at (and I felt old as fuck the last few I attended anyway lol).
If you had one last roll what would you do? I plan to go hiking but trying to think of other fun stuff to do while I'm there. My plan is to take it once I reach the top of a local mountain. Then I'm going to sit up there, take a re-dose and stay for 3-4 hours (maybe longer). Going to bring old ipod with some music I want to hear on MDMA for the last time.
I'm still hoping that someone random might meet me on the trail and I can gift them 100mg so I can roll with someone else. Whomever is there and willing when I start the 10 mile hike up going to have a lucky day I guess. Plan on smoking a bunch of weed (haven't smoked in months) and take some kratom on the come down.
I'm hopeful I'll figure some stuff out along the way. This drug has always been kind to me. I wish I would have taken it socially more often. I think this will be my 5th or 6th time taking it alone. Wish I could take my cat along but I'm terrified he'd get lost and he hates riding in cars. I don't think I'll ever be able to find MDMA/MDA of this quality again. I lost the connection I had for it locally. I wish I would have saved some more instead of wasting some on alone trips at home at night. I'm making a point to take it during the day/sunset this time. Last time I did that it was really really nice.
After this is gone it's the last of my "hard drugs". I finished off the last of my LSD a year or two ago now (bottle wash). I ate the last of the shrooms. All the RCs I saved up are long gone (wish I would have saved the 5-meo-mipt and not given away so much of the other stuff). No more DPT or DMT either. I had a large supply and I gave most of my shit away for free (save the DPT). If I'd known MXE would vanish I would have saved the grams of the stuff I handed out for nothing.
Going to stay drug free for awhile and wait to see if run into a group of like minded users again in the future. Wouldn't even know where to start looking for them these days no idea where the parties are at (and I felt old as fuck the last few I attended anyway lol).
