yea im gonna get myself in the same boat soon enough..
been a daily smoker since 17, now im 24, soon to be 25....i used to be high all day, goin to class, work etc....since gettin outta college, and landing a real professional job, i cut back to a bowl or 2 a day...just a toke b4 work and a bowl after work, a bowl after dinner, and bed time....on the weekends its usually wake n bake, if im not on the meth that is
i found it wasnt hard at all to adjust to just a bowl or 2 a day...but now im tryin to cut those daily bowls out, and just a puff or 2 a day, i dont get lit b4 work, i dont get lit after work, i try to have some puffs after dinner though, feels like it helps dinner 'settle' if u will....but the past 2 nites i skipped my after dinner bowl, and only had a midafternoon bowl.....and gettin to sleep was a bitch.
usually i can drift to sleep easily, not now though. then i woke up all sweaty n irritated...wtf for....and im alot more cranky at work without my toke or 2 b4 work to chill me out...
either way i kno what i want(cut down on weed smokin to weekends), and i intend to get there, its just frustrating
heh, and im glad weed is my drug of choice out of the choices available.....
funny thing is i am completly able to keep my use of meth to the weekends. but of course the effects it has makes me not do it durin the week cuz of my job, if only weed had that sorta effect, as i dont see it effecting my job much if any at all
thanks for reading this