faithfully dangerous
Ex-Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 12, 2002
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the air, heavy and
moist.
tick-tock; and i crumble, a dying daylilly.
(i'm a night owl, anyways.)
whispers?
imagination.
"you're trembling"
"i know"
"need another drink?"
"rather fall asleep"
and fast asleep.
she nods,
agrees,
and hands me the bottle anyways.
next thing;
blank.
think i can see clearly through stained glass?
("my soul's been stained with sin for years, now, darling, and i can see just fine")
yeah, you can.
i've never been able to see, though.
it seems there's always been clouds;
darkness;
and if a ray of sumshine happens to find its way into my vision, it soon disappears and finds its way to another more deserving soul.
"oh, sweetie, you deserve the sunshine. everyone does!"
(your middle school guidance counselor "everyone's-special-and-unique" shit doesnt cut it, woman. so lay off, and just realize, Satan's been watching me for years, and God's been criticizing himself for allowing me to set foot upon His soil).
moist.
tick-tock; and i crumble, a dying daylilly.
(i'm a night owl, anyways.)
whispers?
imagination.
"you're trembling"
"i know"
"need another drink?"
"rather fall asleep"
and fast asleep.
she nods,
agrees,
and hands me the bottle anyways.
next thing;
blank.
think i can see clearly through stained glass?
("my soul's been stained with sin for years, now, darling, and i can see just fine")
yeah, you can.
i've never been able to see, though.
it seems there's always been clouds;
darkness;
and if a ray of sumshine happens to find its way into my vision, it soon disappears and finds its way to another more deserving soul.
"oh, sweetie, you deserve the sunshine. everyone does!"
(your middle school guidance counselor "everyone's-special-and-unique" shit doesnt cut it, woman. so lay off, and just realize, Satan's been watching me for years, and God's been criticizing himself for allowing me to set foot upon His soil).
