^ So you have Lyme Disease? I'm sorry. I don't know much about it, but I've heard it's miserable. You know what's best for you, just try not to overdo it with these substances. We want you safe.
Thank you yes its a tough cookie is long term Lyme. It often destorys the life of the victim and leaves a lifelong struggle.
I am actually very fortunate to still be alive. My respiratory and allergy symptoms are so extreme and severe that if I did not have such a fine tuned awareness of everything which affects me and and the methods I have ingeniously developed to manage the symptoms and clear this excessive mucus from my lungs every single day probably 7 or 8 hours every day is spent managing these respiratory symptoms...
Then it could very easily be fatal due to choking and suffocation. I am very disciplined in some ways, weak willed as hell in many others.
I have done amazingly well to find ways to cope with the symptoms and simply keep going as a breathing human being up until now after so many years.
Kratom is very safe for me. I have to say actually, for all it's bad rap, it's actually INCREDIBLY safe when you think about it. More than alcohol, benzos. Even caffeine is dangerous. I recentlt tried caffeine powder. I took 100mg at a time when I was in a very vulnerable physical state but also my anxiety was especially bad that day and I had an extremely severe reaction to the caffeine wear my nervous system reacted affecting my circulation and and I lost all Sensation and mobility in my hands and feet my hands cramped up I couldn't even drink water and I had a really bad panic attack.
But I also had some extremely uncomfortable physical sensations something was really going on and I was fearing for my life if at the time because I had already had the fear of death put into me by stupid doctor who misinterpreted my blood results and phoned me up while my own doctor was on holiday that week and tried to convince me I must go in for a check-up or I might drop dead within a week (which was all a load of bullshit anyway the stupid cow she really caused me some severe anxiety at the time, like she was actually really trying to convince me that I was like we could die if I didn't go in for a check-up immediately because she saw my blood test results showing low white blood cell count and thought maybe I was coming down with cancer or something and plummeting fast)
Anyway the reaction to the caffeine was really severe and it was one of the worst experiences of my life portly we live within in eyesight of the local hospital so we went to the accident and emergency but I never needed treatment in the end and recovered.
But they're not sure that there was a controversial case of somebody dying from caffeine powder in Australia and calls for it to be regulated.
So that really is no danger that starts from me taking kratom I just have to put up with temporary side effects more than other people.
I have a ton of acid to get around to eventually (1plsd, 1cP, Ald, Lsd) I stocked up while these clearnet options are around and before Brexit just in case.
I tried 4 ho mipt, wont be taking that again they respiratory reaction is too problematic and just totally drains my energy it's just not worth it where is with the kratom it is kind of worth it overall.
I also have two Dutch MDMA pills I've not taken MDMA since 2005 and I was planning to but I'm really not sure that this would be safe for me. I mean, 100mg caffeine was too much for my nervous system in a stimulatory sense.
I did manage to take the caffeine powder at lower doses up to 50 mg without such a reaction on subsequent occasions.
That experience made me think twice about taking my MDMA pills which I have no idea what all of the exact ingredients are.
It might just be too risky, I took a few amount of MDMA before my lyme disease hit well over 3000 pills in 9 years.
