DeathIndustrial88
Bluelighter
Which do you feel gives more euphoria/opiate-like effects?
I have tried several different kinds of kratom over the past 10 years and felt absolutely nothing resembling an opioid high. Not to mention consuming it made me very sick to my stomach. Like I was digesting bits of broken glass.
I have been on buprenorphine for the past 4-5 years. Before that, my drug of choice was heroin & various pain pills for over a decade.
Bupe was excellent in the beginning. I actually got a nice warm glow from it and it killed my cravings, even for alcohol.
But now after 5 years, bupe might as well be placebo. I've tried everything, from high doses to low doses and I generally just feel dysphoric and non-perceptible effects from it. So my cravings for drugs are returning full force.
However my old heroin dealer went to prison for murder and I recently moved. So I have no connections. I have been contemplating trying kratom again, but feel it will be a waste of my money, especially with how much bupe has probably fucked up my receptors and raised my tolerance.
Getting on methadone isn't a viable option at the moment as I do not live close enough to a clinic to go every single day.
I am wondering if anyone here finds kratom euphoric or similiar to traditional opiates and prefers it over bupe? Or anyone who prefers bupe over kratom.
I'm indecisive, but I can't live with my cravings every day anymore.
I have tried several different kinds of kratom over the past 10 years and felt absolutely nothing resembling an opioid high. Not to mention consuming it made me very sick to my stomach. Like I was digesting bits of broken glass.
I have been on buprenorphine for the past 4-5 years. Before that, my drug of choice was heroin & various pain pills for over a decade.
Bupe was excellent in the beginning. I actually got a nice warm glow from it and it killed my cravings, even for alcohol.
But now after 5 years, bupe might as well be placebo. I've tried everything, from high doses to low doses and I generally just feel dysphoric and non-perceptible effects from it. So my cravings for drugs are returning full force.
However my old heroin dealer went to prison for murder and I recently moved. So I have no connections. I have been contemplating trying kratom again, but feel it will be a waste of my money, especially with how much bupe has probably fucked up my receptors and raised my tolerance.
Getting on methadone isn't a viable option at the moment as I do not live close enough to a clinic to go every single day.
I am wondering if anyone here finds kratom euphoric or similiar to traditional opiates and prefers it over bupe? Or anyone who prefers bupe over kratom.
I'm indecisive, but I can't live with my cravings every day anymore.