msFancyPants
Greenlighter
A couple months ago I switched from Methadone Maintenance to Kratom, and in the last couple weeks have been (very slowly) tapering down the Kratom so that I don't build a hella tolerance to it (Medicaid doesn't pay for kratom!). While I was having excellent results (little to no physical withdrawal, anxiolytic and antidepressant results, and no urges to go back to "harder" opioids) in the last couple days I have been experiencing a very rapid onset W/D syndrome, which is in a way, a little worse than your average dopesickness.
The symptoms begin within 6 hours of my last dose of kratom, and isn't really a "gradual" thing-- I have energy one minute, and am having full-blown RLS, anxiety attacks, leg cramping, nausea, gooseflesh, sneezing, etc.. the next. I never experienced this sort of sudden W/D with dope! Another odd thing: I am getting pretty serious "brain zaps"-- the same kind one might feel after an MDMA binge-- which is most DEF not something I've felt with traditional opioids!!! This is starting to become very debilitating: I live in a house where I am not ALLOWED to have real W/D symptoms without catching shit (funny, my partner would probably rather see me on an opioid than not, simply because I have a history of abnormally serious protracted symptoms and evil, long-lived PAWS). I have begun taking around 6 grams of quality kratom late at night, and am still waking up very, very ill each morning for the last 4 or 5 nights.
I cannot imagine a relatively mild opioid like kratom causing such intense withdrawals, so am wondering if its possible to still have underlying methadone W/D after switching to a shorter-acting mu-agonist, and maybe because I am tapering the kratom, isn't covering the symptoms even months later?!! Also, I know that there are a number of norepinephrine-tickling alkaloids in kratom leaf, but is there enough direct NRI activity to cause serotonin withdrawal symptoms (such as brain zaps?) I have not yet encountered another who's experienced this particular symptoms with kratom withdrawal...
I have always suspected that my synapses are all fucked up, but this is even weird for ME! 8(
The symptoms begin within 6 hours of my last dose of kratom, and isn't really a "gradual" thing-- I have energy one minute, and am having full-blown RLS, anxiety attacks, leg cramping, nausea, gooseflesh, sneezing, etc.. the next. I never experienced this sort of sudden W/D with dope! Another odd thing: I am getting pretty serious "brain zaps"-- the same kind one might feel after an MDMA binge-- which is most DEF not something I've felt with traditional opioids!!! This is starting to become very debilitating: I live in a house where I am not ALLOWED to have real W/D symptoms without catching shit (funny, my partner would probably rather see me on an opioid than not, simply because I have a history of abnormally serious protracted symptoms and evil, long-lived PAWS). I have begun taking around 6 grams of quality kratom late at night, and am still waking up very, very ill each morning for the last 4 or 5 nights.
I cannot imagine a relatively mild opioid like kratom causing such intense withdrawals, so am wondering if its possible to still have underlying methadone W/D after switching to a shorter-acting mu-agonist, and maybe because I am tapering the kratom, isn't covering the symptoms even months later?!! Also, I know that there are a number of norepinephrine-tickling alkaloids in kratom leaf, but is there enough direct NRI activity to cause serotonin withdrawal symptoms (such as brain zaps?) I have not yet encountered another who's experienced this particular symptoms with kratom withdrawal...
I have always suspected that my synapses are all fucked up, but this is even weird for ME! 8(
