Kratom gave me a warm, glowing buzz unlike any prescription grade opiate. This is what got me hooked on using it for a year today. I don't get the warm buzz feeling anymore, but I still liked the relaxing feeling it gave me. I used it everyday to get work done. I took around the usual 15 grams of bali spread throughout the day from an 8 oz ground powder shipment.
Everything was going good. I'm working a corporate job that I've had for 7 months (unemployment is really high so I will have to work hard to keep a job). I've brought Kratom to work every day. I would usually have a dose in the morning, and then one in the late afternoon.
Nobody found out that I'm using kratom in my cubicle, its a pretty discrete drug.
Well everything was going well by using it everyday for a year, but in the past 3 weeks I've noticed kidney pain when I wake up in the morning. I know kratom can dehydrate you, so I tried drinking a lot more water following each dose. I did use kratom an hour before going to bed, perhaps while I'm sleeping, I don't have a chance to rehydrate? The kidney pains got worse and worse. Like at first I noticed a very slight dull ache in my back, but it went away as I drove to work. Now, I carry the pain to work, so I took an advil with breakfast. After 3 weeks, the pain is really bad, and I've pretty much confirmed its the Kratom.
I use other prescription medication like Proventil/Ventolin inhalers for asthma relief, and also allergy relief nasal mists that are used intranasally. I thought it was side effects from prescription meds. I did a test, I took half a dose of kratom each time I wanted to use it. The pain subsided, and I didn't hurt nearly as much, if at all. I then went back onto full dose of kratom and the pain shot back up, and I can't lean over to pick something up off the floor.
My urine was indeed dark as hell for the past month, but I didn't link it to kratom.
Also my "stools" aren't hard, they are normal
It sucks that I'm now experiencing really bad side effects from kratom. I'm gonna have to quit, and while working, its gonna suck even more. Its gonna kill my motivation.
I thought kratom was safe to use for a really long time, I guess my body really doesn't like having something dehydrating it daily. I do drink fluids all the time though, this is why I can't understand these symptoms.
I'm afraid to go to the doctor if shit gets really bad, like if I tell the doctor I'm using Kratom, will they be like "WTF is kratom? Is this a type of bath salt?" lol I don't want to even get to that point, so I gotta take a half dose and taper down to quit
