Papaverium
Bluelighter
It~s always fun to get a brand new bag of kratom! Ok, I used kratom to help with a substantial morphine taper. Nowadays I take 5mg methadone 3Xdaily and increase my analgesia with 2grams Borneo Red 3X daily. I recently switched from nasty ol toss n wash to making my own capsules. No taste, and something about .5 gram capsules makes a small amount seem like enough. I highly recommend that everyone try it this way!The only difference I have noticed in the diff types of K is that typically Bali is sleepy.----Kratom is my friend.
Only reason I have so much of the same kind is because a buddy got his source to send it to me. I didn't even pay for it, he just really wants to see me get clean cause he's a recovering H addict of 19 years and knows how bad it can get. I'd like to switch it up too that way I don't just get a tolerance to the same kind all the time.
That's great. A couple of days and you'll be fine - physically speaking.
But what comes next can be quite challenging as you know. Any thoughts about therapy? It could help you immensely.
Would you be opened to go through psychotherapy? Do you have insurance coverage for this.
Or perhaps going to one of these NA meetings...
Addictions counselling and therapists are free here, but a psychiatrist costs money. I'm in the midst of getting on welfare though, so they can help me with therapists and stuff, cause I'm sure they're gonna want me to do some follow-throughs with doctors if I'm a recovering opiate addict asking for money from the government, lol. I don't wanna abuse my privilege either, I really do wanna get clean and fix my head. Get back on my hobbies that can possibly lead to a career in clothing design or visual arts. I know thats a long friggin road ahead and I should take things day by day, but I guess it's good to have goals.
