Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
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- Nov 3, 1999
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So I’m prescribed 5 2mg a month Wow! Right? Anyways I noticed that during my first go at this. I manage to find an excuse for taking them at any anxious point. My fault, I only bring this up because it never fails for about a week, I’m happy, content but I’m also manic. I can take a 2mg and stay up for hours with a creative mindset, the ability to focus and literally it’s the only way I’m making music now. Why? Obviously you guys can’t tell me my body chemistry. But why is it effecting my performance in recording and producing songs, underlying subconscious stage fright? The ability to not care anymore how something may sound or I may sound recording. If broken into quarters I suppose one could have a low grade, feeling for 20 days of the month of this. But I fear tolerance in that. Is it abuse when you take as directed but you still manage to take one everyday?