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Sep 6, 2015
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Well, this is me saying hi hey hello to all! I have used this site extensively when I've needed help. And it has helped me a lot at times, sometimes not :) . Anyway some details about me : heroin user for 13 years now (28years old), IV use for the past 7 of those years. Trying to get off the shit, but can't seem to stay clean :/ . I'm depressed about where I am in life, which is no where, and don't have the will to live most days... Idk why I'm saying all of this. I guess to give background info. Anyway. I'm now prescribed suboxone..but I'll take it for a few days, then not take it. WTF is wrong with me?? I know I don't want to continue this lifestyle, I've been homeless and probably will be again shortly, but it seems like I can't get ahead no matter how hard I try... So I don't.
 
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